Journal Entry: 5K
3 years ago
General
I hit 5K on DA, and I'm very grateful to everyone who has supported me thus far. Some days things really feel pointless especially with finals closing in. I feel like I'm being buried alive and I'll never breathe again. Working 3 jobs, comforting friends affected by the situation in Ukraine, my father dying, there's so much pain and stress sometimes I feel like I'm drowning but I really am incredibly f*cking grateful for each of you. I know my following is small on FA, but I intend to change that sometime by summer.
Further notes, I've contemplated making a new account because I'D LOVE to change my name, but FA hasn't changed that feature (yet)
Upon further notes, if the popularity ever gets to me, please cancel me and stop supporting me entirely. I do what I do cause I like having fun and inspiring transfolk, I don't want to lose sight of that, and if I do, I wouldn't be who I am now. The issue I've run into is I have to really go all in on people commissioning me//supporting me on patreon. I don't like promoting that but I also do have many a bill to be paid. However, these issues are never about money with me, it's about principle ultimately, I guess I'm just really nervous but this has been a root of anxiety lately. Just a brief vent.
Warm regards, Gabby
Further notes, I've contemplated making a new account because I'D LOVE to change my name, but FA hasn't changed that feature (yet)
Upon further notes, if the popularity ever gets to me, please cancel me and stop supporting me entirely. I do what I do cause I like having fun and inspiring transfolk, I don't want to lose sight of that, and if I do, I wouldn't be who I am now. The issue I've run into is I have to really go all in on people commissioning me//supporting me on patreon. I don't like promoting that but I also do have many a bill to be paid. However, these issues are never about money with me, it's about principle ultimately, I guess I'm just really nervous but this has been a root of anxiety lately. Just a brief vent.
Warm regards, Gabby
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