Where has Lemur been?
3 years ago
He's still here.
A lot of things have changed to where it wouldn't be far-fetched to say I'm not the same person I was 2 years ago. I've become a bit of a shut-in due to work and school, and the bills that pile up.
It's been difficult to maintain a social life online; when I'm constantly stressed out over the littlest of things. I sometimes will just turn off my phone and ignore all notifications. Scared I might say the wrong thing to someone, especially in a fandom where everyone's interactions and interpretations are different. It's exhausting trying to remember every 'dos and don'ts' with people I've interacted with in this fandom just to avoid a negative interaction.
As for my art stuff. I've decided to put a halt on all commissions indefinitely. Back in 2021 I learned building a career in art is hard and maintaining that career is even harder. It's emotionally draining and sucks the joy out of actually making it when it becomes a job. So I've decided to get a minimum wage job and focus more on that than 3d animation; this is just to make ends meet.
I'll still be around in this fandom and you're always free to note me or join my discord server if you ever wanna poke me. But I will be withdrawn and isolated 60% of the time, so responses may be slow.
*Hugs!* <3
A lot of things have changed to where it wouldn't be far-fetched to say I'm not the same person I was 2 years ago. I've become a bit of a shut-in due to work and school, and the bills that pile up.
It's been difficult to maintain a social life online; when I'm constantly stressed out over the littlest of things. I sometimes will just turn off my phone and ignore all notifications. Scared I might say the wrong thing to someone, especially in a fandom where everyone's interactions and interpretations are different. It's exhausting trying to remember every 'dos and don'ts' with people I've interacted with in this fandom just to avoid a negative interaction.
As for my art stuff. I've decided to put a halt on all commissions indefinitely. Back in 2021 I learned building a career in art is hard and maintaining that career is even harder. It's emotionally draining and sucks the joy out of actually making it when it becomes a job. So I've decided to get a minimum wage job and focus more on that than 3d animation; this is just to make ends meet.
I'll still be around in this fandom and you're always free to note me or join my discord server if you ever wanna poke me. But I will be withdrawn and isolated 60% of the time, so responses may be slow.
*Hugs!* <3

Pruny
~pruny
Freaking need to poke you more then!!

Malwin-the-Bunny
~malwin-the-bunny
U need to be hugged <3

LurkingFairyFox
~lurkingfairyfox
I can understand this. I've been rather nonexistent over the last year or so for similar reasons. Sometimes you do need a break from the online life to focus on the real life responsibilities and there's no shame in that. :3

Mike the Braviary
~eagledade93
It's okay about it, bud. Take your time to deal about your things ^^