FA+
Shop
Update on the status of my hand
3 years ago
I will limit fullshaded commissions with BR prices indefinitely. All paid arts in advance being fullshaded will be done, but with a very slow pace, I apologize for my physical inability to complete faster, but I will deliver one by one.
I talked to several friends about my hand problem, it has gotten worse and I start to feel pain after I start to draw, I go all day without pain, I just hold the pen for a few minutes, even if I'm noting if I'm holding it tight or no, it starts to hurt until the time I get to sleep. I'm limiting because other styles of simpler commissions don't hurt me as much and don't take so long to deliver, I ask for everyone's understanding, I'll talk one by one that is on my commission list with reserved slots.
Reason for the limitation to be only for br prices? I don't feel that Brazilians will pay the same amount that, and it's still cheaper for people outside my country, and I don't feel fair to myself not being able to deliver 100% of myself due to physical limitations, constant pain in the hand is not something I can only take a pill and ignore it, it will become more serious, and I can't stop either because this is my only financial income at the moment. I ask for understanding.. I can't stand this rhythm anymore, and my body can no longer sustain itself with the values I charge for the commitment I try to put into art.
I try to motivate myself by making some simple fanarts of characters I like, to keep wanting to draw, I even asked myself a few times this week if I want to keep drawing, in fact questioning if I can continue to have pleasure doing it while all I feel is pain .
I don't want anyone to hear me complain about pain, no one deserves to see me be sad like this while everyone is fine, I really appreciate everyone who came to ask me if I'm okay in private through social media and try to leave me more excited, I just can't swallow these thoughts.
I talked to several friends about my hand problem, it has gotten worse and I start to feel pain after I start to draw, I go all day without pain, I just hold the pen for a few minutes, even if I'm noting if I'm holding it tight or no, it starts to hurt until the time I get to sleep. I'm limiting because other styles of simpler commissions don't hurt me as much and don't take so long to deliver, I ask for everyone's understanding, I'll talk one by one that is on my commission list with reserved slots.
Reason for the limitation to be only for br prices? I don't feel that Brazilians will pay the same amount that, and it's still cheaper for people outside my country, and I don't feel fair to myself not being able to deliver 100% of myself due to physical limitations, constant pain in the hand is not something I can only take a pill and ignore it, it will become more serious, and I can't stop either because this is my only financial income at the moment. I ask for understanding.. I can't stand this rhythm anymore, and my body can no longer sustain itself with the values I charge for the commitment I try to put into art.
I try to motivate myself by making some simple fanarts of characters I like, to keep wanting to draw, I even asked myself a few times this week if I want to keep drawing, in fact questioning if I can continue to have pleasure doing it while all I feel is pain .
I don't want anyone to hear me complain about pain, no one deserves to see me be sad like this while everyone is fine, I really appreciate everyone who came to ask me if I'm okay in private through social media and try to leave me more excited, I just can't swallow these thoughts.
