so today I got to find out I have some sort of ADHD that they deem "combined" Which basically means I have piss poor memory (average low) and that I tend to lose focus by spacing out. I also take a while to process things which I've kind of noticed. I want to say don't treat me any different but this is huge. Hell, writing this stupid journal is kind of a pain. I'll be real this just makes me feel like a dumbass and that everyone's gonna treat me as such. I don't even feel right myself anymore, maybe I should've never known.