I know I've promised pics and more updates, but things seemed to be difficult. I've gotten quite depressed lately. Keen eyed observes will note that the emotion on my front page has never left depressed, this is true, but even more so now. I haven't seen my mate in 2 months and every time I try to talk to him he never responds and other people who have been talking to him tell me he needs space and has told me this. However he keeps promising me that we will get together next weekend, this has happened for like a solid month. I've been waiting this long and all I can do is wait some more. All I've ever wanted to do is give him the best life possible and he says he needs a break from me. I have no idea whats going on, I'm at the end of my rope here. My Job and Schoolwork has suffered and I'm always thinking about him. Trying to figure out, or remember what I did wrong to cause all this.

I doubt you are, but if you're reading this. We need to talk.