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3 years ago
Hello my beloved followers.
I haven't written here for a long time, I had a bad period.
About 2 months ago I had a first stroke when my biochemistry suddenly began to rise. I was shaking, sick and vomiting, half the night I thought I would die. The pain in my stomach was indescribable, the cramps were reduced to such an extent that even after I cleared my stomach I still felt that I was vomiting, even if there was nothing there already. I called an ambulance, they gave me a couple of injections and left, after that I found out that my biochemistry had deteriorated to 150, at a rate of 40.
But it wasn’t there, after another week and a half, there was another attack, much stronger than before, from which I fainted, as usual my stomach was sick, but now also with bile. Those were the most terrible nights.
After biochemistry, it turned out that my tests worsened even more, it was 400 at a rate of 40.
I bought expensive pills for the liver and in a week I managed to reduce the readings to 150, my phthisiatrician said to start taking drugs and I took it, for 4 days I take only pyrazinamide and after that I passed the tests. And what happened, the indicator jumped again to 400. So that I found out from what drug my body cannot function normally.
I started having serious problems with my stomach, because any food caused belching, the walls of the stomach stopped closing tightly. Now after the course of treatment, I feel a little better.
With all these problems, there was an even stronger emotional shake-up, my support left me after the breakup. I had severe depression, but then we again be together and break up, in general, it put me on an emotional swing. It's terrible, love can be just cruel. I can't force another to love, so for the sake of my emotional health, I let him go. It's easy to say, but after all these problems, I lost about 7 kg. In my case, it's really bad that I'm losing weight.
I haven't cried this much in a long time, I didn't sleep well, and I was always on the verge of emotional exhaustion.
I understand a lot, but I still feel pain and loneliness.
Now I got out of depression a little, I have the strength to do at least something. I hope my tests improve soon, because I have not taken my chemical pills for about two months.
Give me strength, love u
I haven't written here for a long time, I had a bad period.
About 2 months ago I had a first stroke when my biochemistry suddenly began to rise. I was shaking, sick and vomiting, half the night I thought I would die. The pain in my stomach was indescribable, the cramps were reduced to such an extent that even after I cleared my stomach I still felt that I was vomiting, even if there was nothing there already. I called an ambulance, they gave me a couple of injections and left, after that I found out that my biochemistry had deteriorated to 150, at a rate of 40.
But it wasn’t there, after another week and a half, there was another attack, much stronger than before, from which I fainted, as usual my stomach was sick, but now also with bile. Those were the most terrible nights.
After biochemistry, it turned out that my tests worsened even more, it was 400 at a rate of 40.
I bought expensive pills for the liver and in a week I managed to reduce the readings to 150, my phthisiatrician said to start taking drugs and I took it, for 4 days I take only pyrazinamide and after that I passed the tests. And what happened, the indicator jumped again to 400. So that I found out from what drug my body cannot function normally.
I started having serious problems with my stomach, because any food caused belching, the walls of the stomach stopped closing tightly. Now after the course of treatment, I feel a little better.
With all these problems, there was an even stronger emotional shake-up, my support left me after the breakup. I had severe depression, but then we again be together and break up, in general, it put me on an emotional swing. It's terrible, love can be just cruel. I can't force another to love, so for the sake of my emotional health, I let him go. It's easy to say, but after all these problems, I lost about 7 kg. In my case, it's really bad that I'm losing weight.
I haven't cried this much in a long time, I didn't sleep well, and I was always on the verge of emotional exhaustion.
I understand a lot, but I still feel pain and loneliness.
Now I got out of depression a little, I have the strength to do at least something. I hope my tests improve soon, because I have not taken my chemical pills for about two months.
Give me strength, love u
How have you been feeling over the past two months without those pills? Hopefully your body stays stable without them, otherwise it seems like you need blood thinners with blood pressure that high.
It's all very complicated, I just hope you'll pass your tests with good numbers and that this was only a temperary thing. Your health is the most important thing in life.
I know how important health is, in the last attack, I really thought it was better to die, but it's so scary. When I'm alone, everything escalates, it became easier for me even from the fact that people from the ambulance were nearby. I'm pathetic.
По симптомам, я так предполагаю, проблемы с желчным или поджелудочной, тут тянуть нельзя. Если расскажешь подробнее в лс, постараюсь что-то подсказать
Желудок и в принципе пищеварительная система довольно часто и сильно как раз страдает из-за стрессов... Спазмы, скачет уровень гормонов.. Поэтому параллельно с такими обследованиями не забывай тоже про своё ментальное здоровье.
Я понимаю твоё состояние. И по своему опыту могу сказать, что всё обязательно наладится
Плюс да, не забывать вовремя есть и пить. Может, поставить будильники хотя бы на основные приемы пищи?
Мне так больно слышать, что такой хороший человек как ты сталкивается в своей жизни с подобным.. Ты очень сильная, самой вытаскивать себя очень сложно, знаю. Но у тебя всё получится, и в мире всё ещё есть замечательные люди, которые готовы помочь
Поддерживает позитивчиков и отвлекает от тяжких мыслей, а творческим вовсе может помочь полностью выкарабкаться из-под гнета безнадежностных мыслей.
*погладил* Бедолага, что ж тебе со здоровьем так не везет...
*Hugs tightly*
I am sorry you have had to go through so much, I am glad you are staying strong, or at least trying the best you can.
Hope you recover as quick as possible, both physically and emotionally.
*A big hug*