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Reaching the end of my com plans
3 years ago
Hey a few months back I said pretty soon I was going to shift into more comic focus vs random art. Well besides the beach buns series and my late Easter art their pretty much done. This month besides the comic pages and beach buns all that's coming is the last character ref update and a teaser for a future comic.
with occasional cover art every now and then I'm going forward to try and focus on my narrative fully. I still do write and that wont stop. With the depression of losing a job and recovering I was juggling 4 upcoming stories in my google docs and one will be done eventually. I also took my first request to see if I'm up for writing for others. If this ends well I wouldn't mind doing writing commissions in the future. Besides this I came here to talk about a few things down bellow and I would appreciate your thoughts.
1. What's with all the male art?
Recently I've come to terms with my past and I don't hate what I was anymore. I still am transgender but I'm in a state of I don't know who I really am anymore expressing my past in art and stories is helping me feel more confident but with this and recent real world events I'm stuck in the middle on if I should continue my life as a female. I just know for a fact I'll always be Steph whether its Stephanie or Stephan. Personally I feel ashamed I'm too scared to start treatment. It just feels like I would maybe be more safe if I continued life as a homosexual male compared to an openly trans female.
2. increasing comic art quality
So to keep it cheep I have always had
apinkgrape Draw my comics with flat colors. But as I let her occasionally let her express her full artistic ability I am Amazed every time. If it meant occasionally some months would be only one page releasing would you all like to see me go full shading on my comic pages after Uncover the truth ends?
3. streams?
Yeah I haven't done gaming streams in ages. My internet has become unbearable slow recently after a long streak of my job abusing me. After i get this internet situation fixed and I confirm this next job is alright I plan to pick streaming back up but may not be on Fridays anymore.
4. My content in the future.
I'm still going to be writing actively but should I expand to trying art? I recently obtained a drawing tablet and I've doodled here and there. Would you all like to finally see me produce personal art outside all the coms?
Thank you all for the love and support I never got to say my thanks for you all helping me get over 500 watchers. Thanks for giving me the will to express my creativity It means a lot to me you all.
with occasional cover art every now and then I'm going forward to try and focus on my narrative fully. I still do write and that wont stop. With the depression of losing a job and recovering I was juggling 4 upcoming stories in my google docs and one will be done eventually. I also took my first request to see if I'm up for writing for others. If this ends well I wouldn't mind doing writing commissions in the future. Besides this I came here to talk about a few things down bellow and I would appreciate your thoughts.
1. What's with all the male art?
Recently I've come to terms with my past and I don't hate what I was anymore. I still am transgender but I'm in a state of I don't know who I really am anymore expressing my past in art and stories is helping me feel more confident but with this and recent real world events I'm stuck in the middle on if I should continue my life as a female. I just know for a fact I'll always be Steph whether its Stephanie or Stephan. Personally I feel ashamed I'm too scared to start treatment. It just feels like I would maybe be more safe if I continued life as a homosexual male compared to an openly trans female.
2. increasing comic art quality
So to keep it cheep I have always had
apinkgrape Draw my comics with flat colors. But as I let her occasionally let her express her full artistic ability I am Amazed every time. If it meant occasionally some months would be only one page releasing would you all like to see me go full shading on my comic pages after Uncover the truth ends? 3. streams?
Yeah I haven't done gaming streams in ages. My internet has become unbearable slow recently after a long streak of my job abusing me. After i get this internet situation fixed and I confirm this next job is alright I plan to pick streaming back up but may not be on Fridays anymore.
4. My content in the future.
I'm still going to be writing actively but should I expand to trying art? I recently obtained a drawing tablet and I've doodled here and there. Would you all like to finally see me produce personal art outside all the coms?
Thank you all for the love and support I never got to say my thanks for you all helping me get over 500 watchers. Thanks for giving me the will to express my creativity It means a lot to me you all.
1. No shame in waiting, the decision will sway eventually. And don't let world stuff get you down. 2. It would seem strange to have a difference like that in a continuous comic, but it's no big deal. I don't think anyone'd be against it. 4. I always am in favor of others drawing. 83
its hard to not let the real world scare me now that i live alone with my boyfriend. i need to seek out therapy again to help myself figure this out again.
thank you i need the motivation and this feedback helps really rebuild my mood.
Mhm. I'm personally always wary about therapy, since it's a gamble. But still, don't get too afraid or down on yourself, if one thing doesn't work, then it's in the past.
Welcome! 83
But take your time discovering yourself, it takes a while to reach a state of mind to fathom one's self, most transgender (almost all) don't hate themselves or their past, mostly activist or confused people who claim to be "trans" says that, I never hated myself for being male, rather for not looking as I hoped I would, dysphoria, even non transgender suffers from dysphoria.
I live in the worst anti LGBT haters environment, to a point I hate myself for being trans, but I shouldn't and I continue to be who I am cuz that is my happiness, and I don't give 💩 about those retards, cuz they never care about you even if you live according to their beliefs, why would you care for them? You can never please them, haters will always hate.
A therapist will help you finding yourself, can be hard to afford, you may find someone you're open to talk to, take it easy with your journey and avoid those LGBT communities on the web, reddit, tiktok and such, there're good trans influencers on Youtube who happily and freely shares there honest experience and advice.
- Sorry for the long writing.
Yes let us see your art ^,-,^