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16 years ago
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I had a blast at oklacon, regardless of the mishaps in the scheduling. I got to hang with a lot of my friends that I had missed for so long and got to meet a few new ones as well. I was lucky enough to even be able to go due to the generosity of another fur who paid my way.
I posted a couple of pics from the con today while sitting at work, but I don't want to flood people with pics so I will put off the rest I was thinking of posting till next time.
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on another note:
I feel bad that I have not worked on anything in my shop for a great while,especially for those who I should be doing things for....and sorta feel that I may be losing my interest in making suits all together. It might be a mixture of going back to school and living back under my fathers grasps. but it also might be the depression that comes and goes when I find myself stuck out there in the middle of the boondocks trying to live in a house that doesn't have currently running water or an adequate source of heat..(well, besides the one heater I have in my bedroom),...lol, or better yet, sleeping on a pile of blankets on top of some boards......god how embarresing it is to have friends over when you are living like that. *sighs*
I would like to thank dalefox for helping to keep me cheerful this last couple of weeks though, his company seems to brighten my day and keep my mind off these things that tend to dwell in my mind and make me sad. I hope I don't become too clingy and bothersome to the point of scareing him away.
The rest of the local furs here have been really kind and also kinda keep my mind busy as well, but I don't always have the time or money to hang with them all as much as I would like. And now that our bowling event on thursday is shot to shit, we are struggling to find a new means of hangoutage that doesn't cost money.
well, I guess the good thing is that I am still alive and trying my best to get through this school bullshit so that I may better my life in the long run. I just hope that things smoothen out for me soon, I don't want to lose my mind or drop back into some shitty depression again....if you know what I mean. O.O
I posted a couple of pics from the con today while sitting at work, but I don't want to flood people with pics so I will put off the rest I was thinking of posting till next time.
--
on another note:
I feel bad that I have not worked on anything in my shop for a great while,especially for those who I should be doing things for....and sorta feel that I may be losing my interest in making suits all together. It might be a mixture of going back to school and living back under my fathers grasps. but it also might be the depression that comes and goes when I find myself stuck out there in the middle of the boondocks trying to live in a house that doesn't have currently running water or an adequate source of heat..(well, besides the one heater I have in my bedroom),...lol, or better yet, sleeping on a pile of blankets on top of some boards......god how embarresing it is to have friends over when you are living like that. *sighs*
I would like to thank dalefox for helping to keep me cheerful this last couple of weeks though, his company seems to brighten my day and keep my mind off these things that tend to dwell in my mind and make me sad. I hope I don't become too clingy and bothersome to the point of scareing him away.
The rest of the local furs here have been really kind and also kinda keep my mind busy as well, but I don't always have the time or money to hang with them all as much as I would like. And now that our bowling event on thursday is shot to shit, we are struggling to find a new means of hangoutage that doesn't cost money.
well, I guess the good thing is that I am still alive and trying my best to get through this school bullshit so that I may better my life in the long run. I just hope that things smoothen out for me soon, I don't want to lose my mind or drop back into some shitty depression again....if you know what I mean. O.O
*gives Big hug to sad tiger