Silence and Paying Respects
3 years ago
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I hope this finds you well, and that you’re doing ok through the year. My last entry was all the way back on Christmas, and I’m sure people have wondered where I’ve been. The good news is I’m not going anywhere; I’ve been spending my days researching ADHD, meditation, possible therapy and medication. Likewise, I’ve spent my days contemplating what I’m going to do in this community, what I can write, how I want to write it.
I wish my main reason for writing this entry was far happier than it is. To my friends here, on Discord, on Telegram, and more, I will be away for a time. I learned this morning that an Aunt in my family passed away. There will be viewings and a funeral for her. While she wasn’t always in my life, it hits close to me as it’s the first death in my family with someone I’ve grown up with – like at holiday gatherings or for morning breakfasts out at a restaurant with other family.
From June 12th to June 18th, I’ll refrain from all D&D games, all RP’s, anything Twitter, interaction on FA, and will most likely remain inactive on chats like Discord or Telegram. You may still contact me if you wish; I won’t fully recluse during this time of mourning. Please understand I may be late to reply or choose not to during this time; I would rather grieve or find ways to relax. I am not wailing or completely decimated by her loss – rather I believe I owe her this time out of respect for her and what she’s meant to myself and my family.
Ill write again in some weeks I promise, rather than months like before. I appreciate you all at this time; especially those who have taken the time to interact with my inactive FA or the time to say hi to me. I was never good at timely replies, and I’m especially grateful for the support you’ve all given before and now.
When I return I’ll add more. I’ll showcase more. I’ll be there more. But for now I’ll be inactive for this time. I appreciate you all and thank you for your understanding at this time.
I wish my main reason for writing this entry was far happier than it is. To my friends here, on Discord, on Telegram, and more, I will be away for a time. I learned this morning that an Aunt in my family passed away. There will be viewings and a funeral for her. While she wasn’t always in my life, it hits close to me as it’s the first death in my family with someone I’ve grown up with – like at holiday gatherings or for morning breakfasts out at a restaurant with other family.
From June 12th to June 18th, I’ll refrain from all D&D games, all RP’s, anything Twitter, interaction on FA, and will most likely remain inactive on chats like Discord or Telegram. You may still contact me if you wish; I won’t fully recluse during this time of mourning. Please understand I may be late to reply or choose not to during this time; I would rather grieve or find ways to relax. I am not wailing or completely decimated by her loss – rather I believe I owe her this time out of respect for her and what she’s meant to myself and my family.
Ill write again in some weeks I promise, rather than months like before. I appreciate you all at this time; especially those who have taken the time to interact with my inactive FA or the time to say hi to me. I was never good at timely replies, and I’m especially grateful for the support you’ve all given before and now.
When I return I’ll add more. I’ll showcase more. I’ll be there more. But for now I’ll be inactive for this time. I appreciate you all and thank you for your understanding at this time.
Try to take it easy and as much time as you need for this.