Well , yesterday I went to the psychiatrist and it was the first time that I could not stand it and I ended up crying in the session , she was worried because my depression stood out this time , like a kind of relapse , she commented that I am isolating myself too much , my self-criticism also makes me feel insufficient and that I should measure it, after all, no one is perfect and strong all the time and it's ok to ask for help from time to time when I just need to be less stubborn and more attentive to myself, after all, if I don't take care of myself, nobody will do this for me

She added another medicine for me, Venlafaxine and said that it can help me while I'm in this emotional "low", yesterday I had to buy this medicine and others that I had finished and that are part of my treatment and my god how expensive it was discounted...but ok

So that's it, today was the first day I took it and to be honest it made me extremely sleepy [or is it because it's cold and I turn into a bear in winter and I sleep a lot] but it's still too early to see the side effects, according to the medicine the effects start from 4 days of use

I want to finish the arts that are pending, once again I apologize for the inconvenience and delays but I'm trying to take care of myself