I'm not a great person. (Personal)
3 years ago
So, I didn't say anything about this. Nor will I give out any names. However, I reluctantly ended a friendship with somebody I really like, because I could see them-in real time-fray at the seams over my obsession regarding a couple of issues. I don't want that former friend to now hate me, but I can't blame them if they do.
Of course, they aren't really former. I still like them. I still want to be their friend... but I have a toxic personality. So, I decided to give them a break, away from me. I'll get back in contact with them, just as soon as I stop being so crazy/obsessive.
And, if you're reading this journal? Please understand it isn't about you. I just grew sick of myself effectively bullying you. I felt like a bad person.
So, I want to wait until I'm better before we talk again.
Of course, they aren't really former. I still like them. I still want to be their friend... but I have a toxic personality. So, I decided to give them a break, away from me. I'll get back in contact with them, just as soon as I stop being so crazy/obsessive.
And, if you're reading this journal? Please understand it isn't about you. I just grew sick of myself effectively bullying you. I felt like a bad person.
So, I want to wait until I'm better before we talk again.