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Addressing some things, also thank you folks
3 years ago
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★ I want to start this journal by addressing the comments made on the previous, by thanking everyone who reached out, some of them sending me notes and DMs. I may not respond to comments most of the time, but I do read them, I just want to let the people wondering if I read their messages that I do, it's just that I'm quite shy about answering or leaving comments in general, I'm much more keen to answer people that reach out on private.
For those that suggested me to message them to talk or befriend, I thank you for the opportunity, but it's hard for send friend requests to people due shyness and bad experiences most of the time I try making the first move, one of them happening last week, but I won't dive into details here. Other thing is that I if I were to try to befriend everyone that reaches out, it would get difficult to manage to be close to everyone and I don't want to end up alienating close friends of mine.
I do have a small net of quite long time online-friends (to be more specific) that I was happy with, it's just that as time went by something started to feel off, like they were giving me the cold shoulder and I don't know why and I can't figure out because I just can't have a conversation about it. It just seems like my little net dissolved and I don't know what is happening, apart from a couple guys I can talk, problem is that I can only be with them for a couple hours due time zones. Now you must be wondering:
"You said your online-friends, what about your real life friends?", I don't have any, neither from school, nor from work... Not anymore, my most recent only friend and parter was a trans-girl that I met between 2014-2015 working on telemarketing, after we both left it got difficult for us to meet, last time we saw eachother was in 2016. Since then we spoke less and less, until 2020 where she just vanished from social-media, messages weren't being seen anymore and there was no other way I could reach out... Damn I miss her.
Now 2022, situation is much better (for me at least), with time, money and restrictions relaxed, I'll start to go on "little adventures", furry meetings/conventions here in Brazil, anime and comic among other things.
Anyway, just thank you again for those who reached out. I'm doing ok now, taking a short break until monday, when I'm back at working at the backlog of commissions which I'm almost done.
Take care everyone :3