Regarding my last journal...
3 years ago
While the feeling isnt gone, I realized that I feel I was being overly personal with some details of the ongoing struggles. Sad part of this has been my needing an outlet to just deal with everything..
Many days I just feel like slumping over in exhaustion and just saying "All I wanted, was a place, to just hang out with friends" ya know? I wanna make people happy, but its come with a high cost to my own health.
Many days I just feel like slumping over in exhaustion and just saying "All I wanted, was a place, to just hang out with friends" ya know? I wanna make people happy, but its come with a high cost to my own health.
Talk to fruitdragons more. I won't run away!
It's hard to find closer friends these days though. It seems the world has moved.to more superficial relationships, and a lot of people seem terrified to express any form of vulnerability.
You need more fruitdragons!
I have unfortunately also encountered the kinda people you speak of. Realizing there is a lot of "fake it till you make it" taken to some unhealthy extremes. Lot of it seems based on upholding public images or reputations that are not only self harming, but also hurt those around you. I can appreciate the genuine and I understand the concept of everyone having a less than glamorous and perfect side, but I also get we are all people. By our very nature we are anything but perfect and that's also okay.