Hello everyone! I have more reliable internet/technology use at this point in my recovery, so I thought I’d sit down and give a big info & update post on my health while I can. And now that I can actually sit down for more than a little bit at a time, I can post this to all platforms, hooray! I hope you’ve all been doing alright, and that you’re having a great summer so far.
If you missed what’s been going on, here’s the jist. I will put known details and add new ones as needed.
(Also, my birthday is in two days, on June 27th! It’s a bit strange to celebrate turning a year older under these conditions, so any happy birthday wishes would be super appreciated. <3 )


<u><b>Short Version:</b></u>

Since January, my brain has been having memory & cognitive problems, which worsened as months went by. I went to the hospital for an emergency related to this in late April. When I was supposed to be discharged, an abuser manipulated the medical system to force me into a facility instead. So I was thrown to a different state without warning. Oh, and my cell phone went missing while in his hands.
At this facility though, they were able to find out why my brain has been getting worse, and help improve it. Things aren’t back to normal, but they are better, which is very nice.
Since then, I’ve been transferred into two more care facilities, and now I’m in one with better tech access than the last. I could be here a couple months, and I plan to: focus on healing, work through my queue as my head clears, finish the game from March, and continue to improve. The Patreon will continue to be on pause, and my commissions closed, for now.
Thanks to everyone who has been supporting me throughout this journey. As I keep saying, I can’t always respond to messages (and thanks to the loss of my phone, I can’t read all of them either I’m afraid), but I appreciate them very much.
That’s all I have for right now. Stay safe out there, and let’s talk again hopefully soon. <3


<b><u>Long Version:</u></b>

I’ve been having health problems since January, when my memory and cognitive functioning both started slipping without warning. This only got worse as the months went by, and I had to put things here on pause while trying to figure out what was going on, and find someone who would take it seriously. In late April, I had to go to the hospital for an emergency related to this.
After that, I was unexpectedly put into a residential care facility. I <i>had</i> been set to go home, but this is where two folks I will refer to as Abuser 1 & Abuser 2 come in. The short version is, Abuser 2 pulled strings and manipulated the medical system to force me into the facility. This was, as you may guess, not because he wanted me to get better, but because I was speaking out about his abuse and he wanted (& still wants) me to shut up. There are other reasons that are a bit too complicated to get into here, but none of them were for my benefit unfortunately. I also don’t have the energy to explain anything more than that, and will give more details in my own time; I hope y’all can respect that.
(Oh, and when at the hospital, my phone went missing while in his hands. So I can’t access quite a few places atm because of that. So if you’ve messaged me there with no reply, I haven’t been ignoring you; I literally cannot log on to some places right now. Still trying to sort the repercussions of that out.)
So I was sent across state lines without much warning, and put in treatment, with barely any technology access whatsoever. However, what was meant to be an act of cruelty and abuse turned into something completely different, because the treatment found out why my brain has been worsening, and I have improved. It’s still a debilitating problem, and does not all excuse Abuser 2’s actions at all, but I am glad that I am able to get better.
I’ve been transferred to two other care facilities since; I just reached the second one recently. These places are meant for long-term care, but while I was at the others for weeks, I could be at this one for months as I heal. I at least have better tech access here at this point, which is good.
My plan atm is to stay the course and focus on improving. As I’ve gotten better, I’ve tried to also return to normal activities I had to put aside, which is nice. I hope that can continue, and I’ll let y’all know how I am as I go.
I’m at a point where I sometimes can write normally, but other times, my brain is too clouded to handle it. I’ve been slowly navigating through my queue as I improve and can type things again (oh, the things you miss without access to a phone & computer for weeks lol); I’m also finishing up the game from March. The Patreon will continue to be on pause, and my commissions closed, for now.
Thanks to everyone who has been supporting me throughout this journey. As I keep saying, I can’t always respond to messages (and thanks to the loss of my phone, I can’t read all of them either I’m afraid), but I appreciate them very much.
That’s all I have for right now. Stay safe out there, and let’s talk again hopefully soon. <3