I'll be at AC next week! I have some things for the art show as well!

That said I am not doing the best mentally. This loss has been killing me....tbh even literally. It has affected my health badly. Black out episodes and absentee like seizures from the memories of it, etc....its not been good.....then you add on the stress of trying to have a place to live and make ends meet each month... its been hell...at least my wound has healed.....

A few friends saw how bad I have been and surprised me with my registration and an email telling me when they are picking me up on the way. So might see a few there.

As for my content. I cant try and make more at some point....right now...I just don't even want to....
Add to the fact people still ask me regularly about making more and ideas for content (I like some of these ideas though! Good ones honestly!) its depressing me more....esp when a couple (not many) have begged for videos on a regular basis, but at the same time im not making anything from this....its not paying my bills......I need to focus on income right now....people want my content, and they don't want to pay....then I guess they need to be patient as it will be on my time....and right now....I don't even feel like doing much at all....


Not much of a nice way to say this so I'm sorry for this....but....it is what it is.

I thank you all for being here, and I do hope to have more to post, just don't pressure me for it. After all, I had originally meant to only post a few images and vids, but people like it... a LOT. I'm flattered by this....but it takes my time (and money) to make certain content, and right now its just not feasible financially and time wise to be on my priority list..... Again...I'm sorry. I'll post new inflation stuff here and there as I am able but that is all I can do for now. No idea how soon or often....just be when I feel up to it, have the space to do so (literally) and the money for new equipment (yes there is a cost to inflation equipment, esp when I get massive...things do wear out and need replaced....and cleaned x.x).

Also I might be at Tails and Tornadoes Furcon in Tulsa in Sept...2 other long time friends (one that hasn't seen me in YEARS...2014 I think?) are going to kidnap me and drag me to it. So yea. Might be there too it seems. Hoping these help with the depression a bit.

Thanks for reading this....I hope it helps ya'll understand why I been away from here so much. *hugs you all* I'm trying