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My self-critical sense
3 years ago
And I'm doing a refsheet from scratch again because I didn't like the final result of the first one [ the client liked it but my sense of perfectionism ruined everything and I wouldn't settle down until I did a job where my sense said it was at least "acceptable"] 🤡🤡🤡
Sometimes I hate my self-critical sense, because I think everyone can make mistakes and it's normal but ME making mistakes is UNACCEPTABLE
The "good side" of perfectionism is that you can always improve but I can't see my progress and nothing I do is enough for me
It's terrible to feel mediocre, I'm going to need a lot of therapy and patience to get this kind of thinking out of my head that was imposed on me since childhood..
But my intention is to do a good job and for my client to be satisfied with the art [and if he doubts that I will exceed his expectations]
Sometimes I hate my self-critical sense, because I think everyone can make mistakes and it's normal but ME making mistakes is UNACCEPTABLE
The "good side" of perfectionism is that you can always improve but I can't see my progress and nothing I do is enough for me
It's terrible to feel mediocre, I'm going to need a lot of therapy and patience to get this kind of thinking out of my head that was imposed on me since childhood..
But my intention is to do a good job and for my client to be satisfied with the art [and if he doubts that I will exceed his expectations]
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