Hey all, I write to update on my physical condition that's been delaying my art.
I tried really hard to be ok, and power through it but I just don't see myself going on the way I used to with art.
I'm still able to draw. But I have trouble sitting up, controlling my hands and it takes me longer to complete things.
My doctor called and is helping me get to physical therapy, I have a meeting with an injury lawyer next week
I don't want to be all sappy, but I am struggling quite a lot after this. Its hard for me to reach out, because I know everyone has their own hardships all the time.
My mental health has been dangerously weary, being physically unable to do things that previously were no issues makes me feel inhuman and pathetic honestly.

I guess I don't know what to do from here?
I don't have family, or anyone to help me. I don't even have very many friends honestly.
I feel very small, scared, alone... I'm trying my best to persevere but my life has been so bleak lately it's hard to keep going

I still intend to finish commission I've taken on in the past, but I don't know how to continue on from here.
Thanks for reading, feel free to reach out anywhere if you want to talk. I'm currently working on rolling out updates to people who've gotten a commission in the past. If you haven't received an update I urge you to contact me asap.

And if anyone wants to help out, I have a ko-fi + paypal.me
https://ko-fi.com/tsukauiart / https://www.paypal.com/paypalme/tsukauiart
I still have to pay for the car even though it got totaled, I also have to buy my groceries, pet food, and medications and I don't have any other source of income
I urge you not to contribute if it would be a hardship on yourself. Thank you all for reading.