Ignore previous Journal. Official reasoning here.
3 years ago
This is pretty much why I got so upset earlier. It was from a Meeting that I was unaware of and I was asleep at the time of the Meeting. Instead of waking me up to do the meeting, they spoke with my grandma. And by the time of Friday (On the same week as the Wednesday that had the meeting) I get wind from my Staff that I go out with that... I have to do 30 minutes of exercise instead of the 15 minutes I wanted before I can go anywhere to eat.
My reaction: SERIOUSLY???
When I got wind of what the Meeting had in store, I literally became Emotionally Sensitive and I didn't want you guys to get wind of it in full detail but I'm breaking my silence on this and revealing that I was Emotionally broken by what was discussed on a Wednesday that the Meeting occurred, only to be notified of it by my Staff on the Friday of the same week as the Meeting... I was Emotionally Sensitive when I heard about the Meeting and I wasn't even aware of what was mentioned that day, but whatever was mentioned was put into effect immediately... Which literally threw me off-guard... This is why I was so angry. You think I was actually yelling at you, but it isn't as intentional as you might think. There's a thing called being "Emotionally Sensitive". It is the effect of Experiencing Emotions more intensely than others. Your emotions are stronger than normal. What I put down above was the start of being Emotionally Sensitive... It is definitely not a good thing to have, especially since I've endured being Dismissed multiple times in the past...
My reaction: SERIOUSLY???
When I got wind of what the Meeting had in store, I literally became Emotionally Sensitive and I didn't want you guys to get wind of it in full detail but I'm breaking my silence on this and revealing that I was Emotionally broken by what was discussed on a Wednesday that the Meeting occurred, only to be notified of it by my Staff on the Friday of the same week as the Meeting... I was Emotionally Sensitive when I heard about the Meeting and I wasn't even aware of what was mentioned that day, but whatever was mentioned was put into effect immediately... Which literally threw me off-guard... This is why I was so angry. You think I was actually yelling at you, but it isn't as intentional as you might think. There's a thing called being "Emotionally Sensitive". It is the effect of Experiencing Emotions more intensely than others. Your emotions are stronger than normal. What I put down above was the start of being Emotionally Sensitive... It is definitely not a good thing to have, especially since I've endured being Dismissed multiple times in the past...
Dusk Dergoia
~flamedadragon
It is hard to control emotions at times, I agree, just please don't let it get the best of you, and I aint trying to be dismissive about that
Yushin Aurum
~parallelfurr
OP
Is all good.
Dusk Dergoia
~flamedadragon
Okay, could you maybe unblock me on discord?
Yushin Aurum
~parallelfurr
OP
I'll do that. One moment.
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