*kicks door open*

What's up! It's been a while. Here's what I've been up to these days.

So my stepdad died a year ago. I went through the grief of it. I said my piece. I am taking care of my mother in moments of emotional grief. She and I have both lost someone dear to us- twice. But now she knows she can stand and walk again without a husband by her side for the second time in her life. My grief isn't as large. I wasn't as connected with him, but I showed my forgiveness, patience, and faith with him, so did he.

But enough of that hokey crap! It's also been a year since I moved in with Chu and it's been pretty sweet. We are overcoming a lot together. Travels. Pets. Finances. Where the hell the remote is. Life's going alright. I cook a lot more now. Check this recipe out: Monterey Jack Skillet. Make sure the BBQ is sweet.

I'm starting to feel the first moments of my mind getting older. I sometimes forget things. I feel more doubt. I don't think I forget a ton, but I'm starting to feel like being on the web so often has been affecting my reading comprehension, so I'm aware of that and starting to change how I take in and learn new things. I am focused more on responsiblity these days. Getting older means I have to be ready to take care of the people I respect, admire and love. So improving myself is key to that. Gotta stay alert.

That's about it.

Back to work! I got a lot on my docket and must pace myself effectively in order to get through it all! There's no time to waste!