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Where can I pick up some ambition?
16 years ago
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Right now I should be finished with a project I have just barely started. Instead I've been dicking around Second Life and now I'm typing this journal. I really lack ambition in general. Those jobs I was planning on applying to? Still haven't applied. Still complacent with minimum wage when I have great technical skills. I should just go out and grab a nice job. Yeah, let me sleep on it for another year. Not even this Monster energy drink helps. If anything, it brings my energy up to a normal level. I just want to sleep all the time. Can someone literally be bored to death? I might manage it.
Maybe I should get a job where I get to ride thrill rides. Maybe if I had a job that made me feel useful, I'd have some ambition. Maybe just a higher-paying job will bring me out of this funk.
I'm 26 and I still live with my mom. We're behind on various bills. I hate this house. Mom's tolerable, but handy to have around. When your clothes get washed while you're sleeping in, that's very nice.
Maybe this is what it feels like to have had a dementor suck your soul out. Really I've been like this for maybe 8 years.
I think being dangled by the tail would be kinda fun right now, but I know it would only last for a few moments, then I'd be back to depressed.
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Right now I should be finished with a project I have just barely started. Instead I've been dicking around Second Life and now I'm typing this journal. I really lack ambition in general. Those jobs I was planning on applying to? Still haven't applied. Still complacent with minimum wage when I have great technical skills. I should just go out and grab a nice job. Yeah, let me sleep on it for another year. Not even this Monster energy drink helps. If anything, it brings my energy up to a normal level. I just want to sleep all the time. Can someone literally be bored to death? I might manage it.
Maybe I should get a job where I get to ride thrill rides. Maybe if I had a job that made me feel useful, I'd have some ambition. Maybe just a higher-paying job will bring me out of this funk.
I'm 26 and I still live with my mom. We're behind on various bills. I hate this house. Mom's tolerable, but handy to have around. When your clothes get washed while you're sleeping in, that's very nice.
Maybe this is what it feels like to have had a dementor suck your soul out. Really I've been like this for maybe 8 years.
I think being dangled by the tail would be kinda fun right now, but I know it would only last for a few moments, then I'd be back to depressed.
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