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Nother freaking update.... (and rant)
16 years ago
WELL FUCKING WHAT??? Had a little trouble recently and was told to leave the place i'm staying at, and that I'm no longer welcome there. I'm guessing it's cause I don't have a Job, but she never came right out and said it... It's not like I didn't try. I tried so many times to get one. I went job searching and filled out applications at EVERY store I could find within reasonable walking distance.....No..Calls. At all. Not even an interview....So wtf? I even tried places like SnagaJob, Monster, And (Don't hurt me) Craigslist. Nothing. Nada. Zip. I tried (and still am) Commissions on here. They only help so much (They DO help though!). They kept my phone alive, and fed me when I had nothing. So I'm grateful for that, Don't get me wrong. And believe me it's not like I don't want a Job. I'm sick and tired of being broke.I'm getting restless and I need to go out and work. I feel useless right now, and being kicked out of the place I'm staying at doesn't help. I feel like I've somehow let myself down for not being able to take care of myself since I've been here...
I want that to change. Now.
A few Furiends have offered me a place to stay, Cubby and His Fiancee Brisbee, and
snowykun, And My big brother 
Dizzie, I'm thankful to them So much, because I would probably be homeless if not for their offers. And as soon as I can, I'm going to start job searching again, Get back on my feet, and Prove I can do this.The only thing that sucks is that I'm going into this broke. I have no money to even help right now with food for letting me stay, No blankets,furniture... nothing. I came here with a few dufflebags of clothes, and some art stuff. That's it. Just wish me luck guys, I'm gonna need it. I just hope this time around I can pull my shit together, and get back on the right track...I'm also really going to miss my best friend 
Jazzkitten ... Love chuuu..
Plus side... At least I'll be closer to my mate
Vixens-n-pizza <3
Somehow, we'll all Pull through this. I know it.
I want that to change. Now.
A few Furiends have offered me a place to stay, Cubby and His Fiancee Brisbee, and
snowykun, And My big brother 
Dizzie, I'm thankful to them So much, because I would probably be homeless if not for their offers. And as soon as I can, I'm going to start job searching again, Get back on my feet, and Prove I can do this.The only thing that sucks is that I'm going into this broke. I have no money to even help right now with food for letting me stay, No blankets,furniture... nothing. I came here with a few dufflebags of clothes, and some art stuff. That's it. Just wish me luck guys, I'm gonna need it. I just hope this time around I can pull my shit together, and get back on the right track...I'm also really going to miss my best friend 
Jazzkitten ... Love chuuu.. Plus side... At least I'll be closer to my mate
Vixens-n-pizza <3Somehow, we'll all Pull through this. I know it.
at the rate im going ill be either signing up for a military service >_<
or moveing in with my own Mother up north T_T .
Sorry to hear all the bull thats been happenen to ya Uber-ju, Guess you could say life kinda sucks for us all at the moment in the western Hemisphere.
Military isn't too bad, At least from the majority of stories I hear. Plus the benefits you get after you finish are pretty good..
This Economy is bull right now. Outsourcing sucks >:
Hope is not lost. Just got to keep trying. I'm not keen on being homeless for a second time in my life so Yea I'm going to be trying my damnedest to get a job and a place of my own (hopefully within a few months).
Keep your head up too, You can only be down in the mud for so long before the wheel turns and you're on top again.
But don't worry, it will pull through. And job hunting right now is Insane! I've been looking for near a year. through all of that i've had maybe..erm...3 interviews? [one is today and if i Do get a job? i WILL commission you! been wanting to for a while now.]
:huggles:: mew.
I've always felt since I got here I wasn't welcome anyways. Just got that vibe y'know? plus.. The fact that she never looks at me if I say hi or anything like that. Probably for the best that I leave anyways.
From what I hear they've been lying saying we were eating all of her food and that she had to go grocery shopping every day which is BULLSHIT.
1) She goes grocery shopping maybe once a week
2) when she did go shopping for food, we really never touched it, cause when we're not out job hunting, we try to stay away from here as much as possible, and we try to eat our own food if we can.
Hopefully my luck will be looking up from here on out<3
you know if you need a place to go I'm here. I may not be that close to you, but hey, its better than nothing, and maybe a change in place might do you some good. <(translates into: Damnit head this way biatch I <3 you too much)
Maybe in the future. I could easily see us all getting along together. Have roomie movie nights and crap XD!
Love chuuuu!<3
you have my messenger/number if yu need me right?
all else fails go though comter.
First of all, your art is unbelievably awesome. I could post good art if I had a scanner, but your art is awesome. It'll take practice for me to draw furry art so awesomely like you do. I'm great at drawing anime, but I'm not of your standards. I can be humble and say that, and not a lot of people can. I still have trouble with furry anatomy a lot of the time, and the heads just confuse me. But your art is great.
I would buy some art if I were 18 or over, have a credit card, and some extra cash on the side, which I have none of. All that I can give you is my support, I guess.
I know that you're going to make it. Just never give up! Find as many jobs as you can, and try to save as much money as you can as well. [This coming from a 17 year old lol, but still...] When you feel down, just try to find ways to get yourself back up. Be positive, and have potential in yourself. I was raised to never have enough potential. No one needs to limit himself.
I'm glad you have a place to stay, too!
As I said, all I can offer you is my support. Just be glad knowing that there is one more person hoping that you'll get your life together, okay?
Anyways, comment back if you want and stuff. I'll be hanging around FA for a while, randomly checking out people's art! 'w'
~Alusiphus
I appreciate the thought hun. I do. Maybe in the future. And who knows, maybe I'll be better by then too! Always trying to improve my art~
As I was telling my mate earlier today, I am both scared and excited about this move. So many things can go right, And (From a good amount of experience), So many things can go wrong. I hope for the ladder of the two of course. but I Just with I could be better prepared for the both of them. Being ill equipped for a situation makes me a bit nervous, But I know this is just one more experience notch I can add to my pole. Not to mention the insight and knowledge that can possibly be had from such a predicament.
Your support, I gladly take. I know I have the support of my friends and family, and that will help me be strong through all of this. With all of you on my side I have all the hope I need!<3
Just don't think about losing everything again! Think about it like a roller coaster ride: Once you get in, you can't stop! So, just start pushing yourself forward, and you'll come out satisfied. (And maybe about to vomit, depending on the coaster, lolz)
Anyways, good luck! Add me if you want, :P