I have now moved part 2!
3 years ago
General
<3 Hi all! <3
I have lived alone in my new apartment for almost 2 months now... I do like how quiet it is. Buuuuut now it feels like it is too quiet... Exept my neighbors above are veeeery noise... >:/
I have visit my sister alot, I take walks everyday, and doing chores to motivate me to keep me going...
People here I live now are very friendly, and even say hi. I like that it brings a smile inside of me but not ouside as much ''depression'' or some people looking at me if I was weird or something. Sometimes if feels aquward... ^^;
Buuuuut something importent is still missing in my life... I don't know how long I can take it...
I have lived in a city my whole life, and it became to much noise where I lived. But my depression is still there and my mental health is still very bad and now when I am alone all the time it drives me crazy... I sometimes wonder if I was ment to be alone.
I sure hope not. Hmm... :(
It has been a while I have put up art here, I still don't know how long it will take till I can put up art again it's killing me inside...
I have been drawing alot on paper, but not been able to put it up on social sites drives me crazy. I still don't have photoshop on my new PC... :(
<3 Have a good day or a good night! Thank you for reading if you care, take care! <3
I have lived alone in my new apartment for almost 2 months now... I do like how quiet it is. Buuuuut now it feels like it is too quiet... Exept my neighbors above are veeeery noise... >:/
I have visit my sister alot, I take walks everyday, and doing chores to motivate me to keep me going...
People here I live now are very friendly, and even say hi. I like that it brings a smile inside of me but not ouside as much ''depression'' or some people looking at me if I was weird or something. Sometimes if feels aquward... ^^;
Buuuuut something importent is still missing in my life... I don't know how long I can take it...
I have lived in a city my whole life, and it became to much noise where I lived. But my depression is still there and my mental health is still very bad and now when I am alone all the time it drives me crazy... I sometimes wonder if I was ment to be alone.
I sure hope not. Hmm... :(
It has been a while I have put up art here, I still don't know how long it will take till I can put up art again it's killing me inside...
I have been drawing alot on paper, but not been able to put it up on social sites drives me crazy. I still don't have photoshop on my new PC... :(
<3 Have a good day or a good night! Thank you for reading if you care, take care! <3
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I mostly home alone 90% of the time and it drives me nuts, but I have my cat I play with and cuddle with for company, still.
hope things get better for you !
But now I am home alone 100% which is not good for my already depression state.
I have always like a good convensation.
Thank you! <3