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16 years ago
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Well, I am decidedly as settled as I will ever be in this house we moved into in early September.. Now I am starting to feel my various artistic urges begin to seep to the surface again. I haven't painted anything yet, and even had a bit of a breakdown due to the fact, but it'll come in time, i suppose. I've been knitting more than anything, trying to make some hats and scarves and learn new stuff, like cabling.
And digital art, well.. I am slowly making my way back into it. I share most of my little sketches with
because he's been a good friend to me despite me always abandoning my conversations mid-thought. Thank you <3
And aside from old friends dumping me like trash after years of faithful unconditional love, well, I feel pretty venomous about it, and probably will continue to feel that way for a long time. In fact, it always brings me back to the point where I just don't want to have anything to do with new people coming into my life and I hate feeling bitter but I'm so offended i can't see past it.
I was going to start a little vivarium for some phyllium but my source dried up. Bummed. Going to fill it with fish soon, just contemplating my funds as I need to get into driver's ed for hundreds..and christmas is coming and I belong to that old fashioned commercial christmas family.
I've been keeping very well medicated, thanks to one of my last in person friends.. I think a lot about stuff I shouldn't, mostly things I used to think about a few years ago. I'm not having very much fun anymore. It gets harder to extract enjoyment out of life. I'm just trying to stick it out until someday I can build a greenhouse, become a recluse in there, and fuck the world.
That wasn't very cheerful.. lol. TLDR: I'm still alive somehow, I'm trying to draw, and I have a second developed comic idea now, but as before, I'm still struggling to just sit down and draw it. (Help)
I do not talk about the swine flu apocalypse. It's a fiery issue here in Kings County.
And digital art, well.. I am slowly making my way back into it. I share most of my little sketches with
because he's been a good friend to me despite me always abandoning my conversations mid-thought. Thank you <3And aside from old friends dumping me like trash after years of faithful unconditional love, well, I feel pretty venomous about it, and probably will continue to feel that way for a long time. In fact, it always brings me back to the point where I just don't want to have anything to do with new people coming into my life and I hate feeling bitter but I'm so offended i can't see past it.
I was going to start a little vivarium for some phyllium but my source dried up. Bummed. Going to fill it with fish soon, just contemplating my funds as I need to get into driver's ed for hundreds..and christmas is coming and I belong to that old fashioned commercial christmas family.
I've been keeping very well medicated, thanks to one of my last in person friends.. I think a lot about stuff I shouldn't, mostly things I used to think about a few years ago. I'm not having very much fun anymore. It gets harder to extract enjoyment out of life. I'm just trying to stick it out until someday I can build a greenhouse, become a recluse in there, and fuck the world.
That wasn't very cheerful.. lol. TLDR: I'm still alive somehow, I'm trying to draw, and I have a second developed comic idea now, but as before, I'm still struggling to just sit down and draw it. (Help)
I do not talk about the swine flu apocalypse. It's a fiery issue here in Kings County.
Im sorry to hear about loosing your friends. I know it's hard, but I just take it as a learning experience and try to move forward. People come & go & over time true colours and feelings surface. It's too bad you aren't in Halifax, I'd like to chill with you sometime, you seem pretty cool C:
Aw, thanks! Well don't set yourself up for something you'd regret, I go to halifax more often than you would believe! I actually lived in Dartmouth all my life and my sister/best friend lives there. You should actually set up a NS furs meet someday you know? :3
I've been through these childish friend culls all my life, Either it's bad luck, or there's something just too odd about me XD
I've gone through the friend culls too. I made a decision a few years ago that I no longer have the time for "high maintenance" friendships where I must prove myself constantly.
I've been through these childish friend culls all my life, Either it's bad luck, or there's something just too odd about me XD
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And aside from old friends dumping me like trash after years of faithful unconditional love, well, I feel pretty venomous about it, and probably will continue to feel that way for a long time. In fact, it always brings me back to the point where I just don't want to have anything to do with new people coming into my life and I hate feeling bitter but I'm so offended i can't see past it."
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You know where to found me for have some tips about your comics. :D