https://www.gofundme.com/f/recovery-for-beebz

Cost breakdown inside, want to foster my cat, store my things and refund clients, manage the bills while im away too. Shares will help.

I was supposed to share this on Friday, but the shame, self loathing and emptiness keeps swallowing me up. I'm like, seriously running out of hope and thoughts of suicide keeps crossing my mind.

My foodstamps were cancelled on top of everything else like last week and I was being told I would be sent a new form to fill out, which never came and they refused to intake me online like they did last time..so- I dont know. People keep telling me I'm paranoid but sometimes I feel like my time is up.