Little mental health problem
3 years ago
Hello!
Being in a little not good mood last day, an unpleasant situation happened to me and girlfriend, connected in some way with treason in her side, therefore now I feel as bad as possible and I still cannot work. Anxious and the endless feeling of guilt that I'm to blame for the fact that this happened, and the feeling that I'm not worth anything, literally eats me away from the inside. I'll try to focus in recovering, but it need a little time. We have talked and I forgave her, but still... meh.
Also, as my mental constitution now is under some panick attacks, I notice that artist wia created a little similiar design as a future adoptable (https://www.furaffinity.net/view/48088437/) to my OC Lan'Shen (https://www.furaffinity.net/view/47876082/). Idk if this can make sense, but in my current mood I am just a little ball of anxious. Meh.
Being in a little not good mood last day, an unpleasant situation happened to me and girlfriend, connected in some way with treason in her side, therefore now I feel as bad as possible and I still cannot work. Anxious and the endless feeling of guilt that I'm to blame for the fact that this happened, and the feeling that I'm not worth anything, literally eats me away from the inside. I'll try to focus in recovering, but it need a little time. We have talked and I forgave her, but still... meh.
Also, as my mental constitution now is under some panick attacks, I notice that artist wia created a little similiar design as a future adoptable (https://www.furaffinity.net/view/48088437/) to my OC Lan'Shen (https://www.furaffinity.net/view/47876082/). Idk if this can make sense, but in my current mood I am just a little ball of anxious. Meh.
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The dsigns are different, fear not. The other design got wings, a mix from two sorts of paws etc. Just the colors are similar. And I would say... someday comes the day, where everything was there already. Someday all designs you can do with dragons, wolfs etc are done ^^
And drawing to show your emotions is something I used to do a lot, hope you will find some positivity to scribble something! And no worries, hit me up anytime you wish to talk
Unfortunately, life is not fair to all. And, relationships are, well, tough to pull off. At least, in my opinion they are. I'm sorry that that occurred between you two. I know that probably does not change anything, but I am sorry.
I also hope the overall amount of people who've reached out isn't too overwhelming.
And reply if you feel comfortable enough, why blame yourself? They seem to have been the one to "break off", not you. Again, I'm sorry they'd even considered what they did. Also, take time to relax and heal if need be, and see where you can go from then on.
I know this is getting long, so I might spare you extra reading time lol. Hope things turn out better in the future!