I thought focusing more on making character art for friends or other people, rather than just focusing entirely or solely on guns.

Like... I've seen how some people make art of their characters responding to questions asked by users on similar sights or social media apps. It looks like fun, really. I had also thought on trying to go into NSFW artwork, like lewd pin-ups, nudes and such, but knowing what miserable and mediocre skill I have to painting lewds, it's hard to gain the confidence to share it. Because of loss of interest or severely low motivation, it's really hard to stick to that promise of going to newer levels, and it's hard to keep up with these things without getting distracted or getting screwed over by a random work schedule or a fucked-up sleep schedule.

Depression has always been a struggle for me, but a little change in pattern never hurts. I just need the right motivation, you know?

-- Kaiser