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Ah, Fuck It!
3 years ago
Ramblings of a smol fox
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Deleted that last journal,
It was just me being the same self-pitying grumpy butt that I have been for the past year now, if I'm to get out of this cycle of negativity I need to actually make changes!
Firstly, this method of disappearing from the internet for months on end needs to stop. Yes, mental health breaks are helpful, but when a huge part of what is causing me to feel the way I do is loneliness then why the hell am I isolating myself and depriving myself of social interactions? That's just not a logical solution to the problem. I happen to really enjoy my interactions with others on this site, on twitter, on Telegram etc, in fact they're pretty much the only social interaction I get outside of my immediate household due to my current personal circumstances. I have missed chatting and goofing around with you all, it made me happy and I could really do with some happiness right about now. So rather than wallow as I have been, I'm going to make a conscious effort to break the cycle I've found myself in.
Much love to you all <3
It was just me being the same self-pitying grumpy butt that I have been for the past year now, if I'm to get out of this cycle of negativity I need to actually make changes!
Firstly, this method of disappearing from the internet for months on end needs to stop. Yes, mental health breaks are helpful, but when a huge part of what is causing me to feel the way I do is loneliness then why the hell am I isolating myself and depriving myself of social interactions? That's just not a logical solution to the problem. I happen to really enjoy my interactions with others on this site, on twitter, on Telegram etc, in fact they're pretty much the only social interaction I get outside of my immediate household due to my current personal circumstances. I have missed chatting and goofing around with you all, it made me happy and I could really do with some happiness right about now. So rather than wallow as I have been, I'm going to make a conscious effort to break the cycle I've found myself in.
Much love to you all <3
I'll be okay, I just had a bit of a vent earlier regarding my depression and my lack of motivation at the moment. It was a bit too defeatist in hindsight and I kind of realized that things won't just get better on their own so I'm gonna try and make a conscious effort to stop falling back into the bad habits of hiding from my problems X3
And I'm glad to hear that you'll be okay, I do understand the frustration feeling like the world is collapsing around you and feeling like you can't do anything to change it. Been there with my job contract about to end by the end of this month. *hugs* In any case, I have faith you'll be able to push through, wishing you the best of luck. :3