Well guys, I had to move to another flat with my roomy because the owner of our previous wanted so. We were searching a lot for new flat, it was hard to orginaze next to work to the time be right for both of us to see the flat's to rent. Everything we saw was awful, too small, dirty, unacceptable. But we found one which seemed to be acceptable, and we had to decide very quickly because if we don't take it somebody else will. This is how renting works in the capital of Hungary. Freaking hunting.
So we signed the contact and moved in last Sunday. And it turned out, this place sucks! You can't close the tap in the kitchen, and things like that. Everything is so old and dirty and full of the old and dirty stuff of the old lady who lived hear before. And did not noticed at the sighting on the first day. We made a mistake. Now I have to live somewhere where I am to disgusted of the bath tube to sit in it, even if I personally disinfected it, had to get a new top on the toilet, everything is full of our inboxed stuff, I have to be cleaning after coming home from work, I have to sleep in a bed where I had to put on 4 layer of sheets to not be disgusted to lie on it, the fridge is way to small, I have no appetite, I'm anxious, I was crying many times, the kitchen is too dirty and disgusting to cook in it, I live on takeaway food since Sunday, I feel my office on my workplace more of a home and a safe place than the actual flat where I live at...
So I'm really down. Still doing the art, completing the commission and also the next raffle price. But it will last longer, I can work slower, because I have to clean when I'm "home". My family helped me a lot to make at least my room suitable to live in it, but still many works is left hear. Maybe we won't put the effort... Maybe we run away from this place if we fond where to... life is very tough like this... please, be patient to me now, this fandom is one of the few things what keep my sane right now.