So shit's really wanting to hit the fan with just life in general.

I got sick shortly after my last journal and things have just stacked from there. I missed nearly a whole week of work and even got in trouble with my work because i went under the amount I had for expendable hours.

*Sigh* I'm getting closer to having another panic attack, when i got sick i had some issues that felt like the time I got covid. Like i dont know if you can think of it but that horror just flooded back and I broke down crying in my car because I didn't want to have to go through that again. It turned out to be nothing to serious but it was still a mental stab

So because of this , the little bit I had been saving is now nearly gone and I just want to curl up and cry. I feel even more feverish and sick now. I do not know what to do, we need help. I can't sugar coat this we need help or we will not be able to do anything but stay in a home that we can not afford to live in and is falling apart.

Sorry this is just sad everything, just please spread the word


PLEASE HELP