Important stuff (adopts/commission/notes)
3 years ago
Sorry if I don't answer notes or adoptable comments so FAST in the upcoming days
I just found out that the family cat died yesterday night, he was old and very sick and we took him to the vet and tried everything to save him, I can't stop crying he was very important to me and was part of my life since he was a little kitten
I've been going to psychologist therapy for anxiety, depression and panic attacks treatment as well and it is really hard to concentrate on drawing anything after you have a panic attack (which leads to commission delays, that's why sometimes I might finish a commission in 2 days, and sometimes in more than 2 weeks...)
I keep having nightmares every night about weird stuff I never seen in my life, today I had a terrible nightmare about being shot and dying and for a moment I thought I really died and lost everything before I woke up, I was really scared
I know by my state I probably need to take meds but the medics aren't prescribing anything, they just saying I need to get things off my chest and express my feelings and I will be cured, well, I hope so...
So I'm really sorry if I don't answer on my adoptables or notes so fast, I just ask for patience please
Sorry for my bad english too, it's not my native language
I just found out that the family cat died yesterday night, he was old and very sick and we took him to the vet and tried everything to save him, I can't stop crying he was very important to me and was part of my life since he was a little kitten
I've been going to psychologist therapy for anxiety, depression and panic attacks treatment as well and it is really hard to concentrate on drawing anything after you have a panic attack (which leads to commission delays, that's why sometimes I might finish a commission in 2 days, and sometimes in more than 2 weeks...)
I keep having nightmares every night about weird stuff I never seen in my life, today I had a terrible nightmare about being shot and dying and for a moment I thought I really died and lost everything before I woke up, I was really scared
I know by my state I probably need to take meds but the medics aren't prescribing anything, they just saying I need to get things off my chest and express my feelings and I will be cured, well, I hope so...
So I'm really sorry if I don't answer on my adoptables or notes so fast, I just ask for patience please
Sorry for my bad english too, it's not my native language
We will wait for you and make things work for the best. Sorry to hear about the family cat that died. :(
I know it is not the same as being hugged in person, but consider yourself gently hugged <3
Hug you ;-;