I'm lost at heart.
3 years ago
Well I finally got the full racing exhaust on my Civic. Sadly I won't be posting any pictures because I feel like no one on FA wants to see my projects being built. That said I'll probably post the automobiles in a couple years as I finish them.
I'm not sure if my mate wants anything to with me anymore or not. Wrote her a couple times with no replies back so I'm feeling a bit lost at heart.
If she is done with me & my heart is broken again. Well it will be a it is what it is thing. Just know that Sebastian will be transformed from my primary into a secondary fursona. Only because he will remind me of what I once had. I will tell you my new primary once I figure out what's what between us. Just know this fursona is gonna be more into one of my other hobbies then into automobiles.
I'm not sure if my mate wants anything to with me anymore or not. Wrote her a couple times with no replies back so I'm feeling a bit lost at heart.
If she is done with me & my heart is broken again. Well it will be a it is what it is thing. Just know that Sebastian will be transformed from my primary into a secondary fursona. Only because he will remind me of what I once had. I will tell you my new primary once I figure out what's what between us. Just know this fursona is gonna be more into one of my other hobbies then into automobiles.
No worries on the car stuff, was just bummed that no one seemed to look forward to seeing any new pictures when I made my last journal, so I wondered if I was making the effort to post what I loved to do in vain.
Plus being unsure if my mate loves me or has moved on has made feel very heavy hearted. I know I was absent for a while do to juggling 2 very physically demanding jobs while working on cleaning up my house & working on my car to keep my daily drivers going has me exhausted. I wrote her 4 notes replying to 2 of hers. Well she read them all even the one from last night but, didn't even give me a squeak of a response back. So I've been feeling like it is her way of saying good-bye to me. T_T
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