Well, whatever... The show must go on! I'm safe аnd I finally feel myself not exausted!
I've felt myself depressed and burned out, I've relaxed too much, took sedatives but couldn't revive at all. I've lived like this for more than a year. (I'm not speaking about the daily headaches, I'm still facing them and trying to fight) Just wanting to say that visiting a psychiatrist was the best decision I've ever made. Despite some side effects of my drugs I've finally feel myself alive for such a long period (before it lasted only for 2-3 weeks). I'm still wanting to be as efficient as I were 2 years ago but at least I'm somehow efficient now and I feel better
Just never thought that the neurotical problems can affect too much on me. And it took too much time to realise that it's not a simple burning out problem. But yeah, I'm finally fine!

Ohh, and also I've become an owner of a malinua baby doggo! I've prepared myself for leaving in a hell for at least one month with a small puppy who's destroying and chewing everything it sees but I've received a pure angel. And I guess, more and more everyday walking made my headaches less painfull

I'm really glad that something good is happening in my life more often c: It motivates
So now I'll upload some of my old works, finishing my old debts and purchase few ychs within a week

I hope everything is okay in your life too, guys!