Growing up I struggled to accept that I can be myself AND also desire carrying life inside me. I was embarrassed and ashamed because I felt only cis women were allowed to use their wombs. I used to think that I couldn’t have both, that I couldn’t be happy as a trans man and be a father to a biological child. Luckily I realized at some point that the only one stopping me from chasing after my dreams was ME!

So, this interest of mine isn’t ONLY a fetish. Yes I find everything related to the idea of me or my sona being a heavily preggo dad erotic BUT that isn’t the only reason I find FTMpreg fascinating. I’m truly interested in being a parent and want to raise a big, happy family.

The possibility of a future full of good times, with myself and a kiddo or two ( or three ) at my side, just feels right in my heart. I want to someday see the children I’ve been dreaming of having since I was a youngin’ live successful, fulfilling lives… Whatever success means to them. Whatever gives them passion and meaning in life. There’s no greater satisfaction than that, to me. I want nothing more than this.

Of course it’s all just a fantasy for now- there’s no way I could afford babies ( or even be safely pregnant ) considering Covid’s impact on America, and parenthood is an immense responsibility and financial burden regardless bahaha. 😅 Therefore the best I can do currently is live vicariously through my furry characters, so please forgive my obsession. 😳🫣

Enough blabbering! Ignore me, I’m just rambling. If you find this try not to bully me for it hehe. ‘^^