Falls my favorite time of year, but yeah, there is something about the growing darkness.

September is hard for me. I feel restless and pulled in six directions. I want to hike nonstop, I want to paint, I feel like I should be in college when I'm not... I usually end up sitting on my hands and being depressed and stressed that I'm not doing more.

Then October hits, and I move again, making the most of it with whatever resource I have to do what I can.

oof I feel that.
:/
I have like NO ONE to hike with, or paint with, or draw with, do craft things or make fursuits with, lol I live with other furs but they seem to be off in their own worlds never really interacting or doing much of anything, so I try to do things on my own but wind up just, cleaning or doing laundry, or hanging out with the dogs outside or on the porch.
I dunno its just, lately it's been weird i feel like it's all just, going through the motions, and fall is just, a reminder that winter is on its way really :/

It is! I'm sure just a bit further south of us it's melted, but there's snow!
I got into doing all the things solo some years ago, it feels good to just be "I want to-" and go. I don't get to do that as easily. Now it's all logistics of sharing the car, and do I have to deal with the step kids.