I attempted to kill myself by slitting my wrist, then cut my arm eight times. Day two wasn't any better. I practically ended up losing my mind, pouring water all over a power socket, running as far away as possible from my house (I got picked up back home after that) and then slitting my wrist even more, so I'm wearing a bandage on it now. I was almost even thinking about drinking a cup of bleach to end my life for sure. Thankfully I'm still alive and I realise that was something I should never have done. I know you care about me and I know that if I took my own life, I would break a LOT of people's hearts. So I apologise for what I've done.