*sigh* Things got really hard again..
I hate to drama-queen so I'll just keep the details to myself, don't want to bother you with them... they're just school issues.

things are just not going rigth... I'm trying to be strong but... well...I'm so freakin' stressed I nearly want to throw up, I don't even feel like eating or reading or drawing or anything x___x I can barely stand sitting in front of a computer rigth now.

It's on times like this when friends are needed the most, and I know most of my REAL friends are here, but I just can't bear to sit on the computer another second... I'm taking a break from the internet, dunno for how long, just untill this wears out.

PLEASE don't think I'm leaving or that I'm abandoning you x___x but please understand, I really need to get away from the computer screen fot a while, I'm angry at myself for being so weak >< and for not commenting much and for not paying enough attention to my friends but I can't hellp it rigth now =( I just NEED break or I dunno what will happen ><

so now I make my leave, and hopefully I'll return a saner person ><