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General Update: How long I've went missing!?
3 years ago
It's been 5 months I never update here. And this year seems like my mood and idea to draw going so dry...*urg*
The mood raise and decrease, however I'm not very active in art indeed.
But, fine, Spooktober incoming. Hope the sinister air of fun ease my overall performance a bit. I know they're numbers watchers waiting for me to return drawing now...
Overall timeline since last update:
Late April Right after last update; Bangkok Governor election season start
May A new project to do at office. Mix with intense focus on election, then result at the end of month.
June NSW acquired. Visit Forfun shop with friends, Vacbed!
July Works, Ringfit, Stardew, The flood begins, Wisdom teeth remove.
August Stardew continues, Another round of flood, Heavy workload, Return to ffxiv
September ffxiv and gbf war, The flood continues.
Bangkok Governor Election to remember
It's been 5 year and half since the last time we have a chance to go election(Unusually longer than 4 year period due to coup) Plus the constant unease about politics I've delving all this year. I can't let my guard down. Result I give a lot of focus on this election.
It's a verge of despair and hope. Sounds dramatic, but it's been that heavy. Since most of strong candidate are the old group, who clearly not working so well, but they has there own remaining authority to flip the result anytime.
But at long last, from beginning of election campaign around middle April until election day at late May. The result of "Landslide Win"(Every district in Bangkok vote for this candidate) make me feel at ease. And our new governor sure not make us disappointed.
Bonus the lower level of dumb and heat-inducing comments has significantly lowered after then. It's like, finally the madness subsided, our voice finally reach out, and we got a really good politician, at long last.
The Flood
Follow up the above topic. Despite we got good politician. The flood seems to be an unavoidable fate this year. Ouch!
From the record at my Facebook timeline. This year has break the record from a decade ago. Usually the water wouldn't enough to flood the road in front of my house when it's raining season.
But this year we got heavy and long rain(From report, it's up to 100+ mm level at certain areas in only 1 night, while our general capacity now is just around 60mm) Plus with many messes remains from old governor, it's become unavoidable problem.
If this happens in earlier year, I think I couldn't hope anything at all. But this year, at least our governor has such active updates about the situation and the activity he does. Those really ease my mind even it's a difficult time.
It's another month left before heavy rain season passed. I hope the rain won't be much heavy. I already got forced to work from home despite this for several days across these months so far. Welp.
The gaming and stuffs
Early this June, I finally bough a Nintendo Switch after long postpone. Mainly because Sword/Shied really make me feels like sad while I got other game to take focus with (Nothing than gbf/ffxiv and some Steam game)
However, from expectation I could follow Pokemon title I left behind. All the focus to Switch has been spend to Ring Fit instead! Hahaha.
So ended up. Weekdays afterwork I'll dumb my time into Ring Fit for 1-2 hours at night for 2-3 times a week. Which become the workout my body require now...I feels sleepy and weak easily if I don't try to workout at all for whole week streak.
The rest is to catch up other games. Some day I also mysteriously dunk into watching clips floating in the internet...quite messy schedule so far. Yet sometimes I feel like unable to catch up.
Another significant gaming activity is start Co-op Stardew once more. This time it's 2 player co-op with nothing but my best partner Soul *winkwink*
So July and later, I use afterwork time for Stardew co-op. Now we're at the half of Year 4 and just lowered the playing rate last month, as ffxiv got new major patch (Which is the reason I return to play for another month)
Vacbed Vacbed!
Yes, the infamous Vacbed...I finally have it a try. Consider as a big event for me to have a taste of latex like that.
Out of any bondage gears, I'm not very interest for most of them(Except in the artwork, which is impossible to make it comes true anyways) So Vacbed is the only one bondage gear I feel resonate with, have my curious to it try out. As I'm not a fan of puppy or latex suit fashion, even no for other heavy bondage stuffs(That seems hurt)
Many random chance combine into fortune, as one of my furry friend start to intense his movement in the world of bondage. Plus I got chance to befriended with a local bondage lover friend. Finally the furry friend find a way to buy a Vacbed, and finally we come to meet and try it out.
They're such a mixed of experience so far. Range from excitement to worry. But sure enough, the tight latex squeeze all around the body....is a very unique touch. However I'm not used to the tightness of that level much. Result I feel kinda worry from the slight numbness I've got.
However, the vacbed do its work well...Now I fall into a level of pit that I couldn't return, as it's my very first and only activity that render me sealed and helpless for real. I've get into it for 2 times already and still ponder if I need more or not. As well as I don't want to disturb the friend much. Mainly because schedule not match up *welp*
Random concern about artist enemy(?)
All along this year, they're many shenanigans happens to artist community that seem to make there life harder (From overall hard in general).
Range from the Paypal problem early this year, the raise and fall of NFT. Recently it's about artwork-generator AI such as Midjourney, follow by the rage for Mimic AI.
Then toppings with nonsense unease of CSP subscription model (Nonsense as most people though from first glance that they'll never have the program use by 1-time purchase anymore)
I know all these stuffs can't make there way to consume artist career that easily, so I kinda disturb a bit when some of artist seems to feel so down about it like the end of world for them.
Yes I know those things are worrisome, but they're different level of it.
- Paypal is severe yes, but now they're the raise of alternatives to go now. The fee and stuffs getting sucks.
- NFT has killed themselves for good. As the time passed and there true color finally reveal, most of people hops off from the ponzi scheme.
- AI consider quite a dumb worry. They born to help not to create obstacle. It's right they can made good pics. But they can't create any accurate content or story for each people need anyways.
- CSP sub model consider the most irritate for me as I have such small voice to reach out the community. But this oddball already settled so I'll just make a record here.
Try to bring myself back into art world
Finally, I'm here to create such long journal again...Sorry for the comm opening that never comes true since the last batch early this year.
From a long postpone. It has significant drawback so far, as I can feel after a compilation and arrange up the art I draw and got so far. Its been too long that make me forgot some of artwork (Plus the change of my Notebook since last year)
They're so many things to do again, the old friend of unease; I can't choose what to do first! Welp!
But, fine, I really really hope I can recall and clear them all. I don't want people that wait for my return to wait any longer. I must open for commission!
The payment method somehow give me worry somehow. Paypal back to normal for months now(After those nonsense 4 months of suffering) I aim not to accept via Paypal but it also wall some of people choice anyways...but I must choose. So sorry, I'll accept only via Wise for this upcoming batch. Hope people could open up to it later.
Hangout place
A bit of information update. At long last I've change my location of Discord server to stayed again.
For now I rooted myself at Lizao's PokeNavi Headquarter server(Invite closed for now) I just become moderator a few days ago. If no significant problem arise, the server could be final place that I can call home.
For the earlier server such as Sexotheque/ LCDraws / Hexblue lab, they all ended up the same as I have distance myself away over time. Unable to catch up overall updates or constant mood, plus friendship conflict make things awkward. Ended up in the meantime I have to fade myself away, no business to hang any longer there.
Finally, now PokeNavi server could make me feel at home enough. As the majority of server movement happens while I'm awake (Due to matching timezone) and the content itself is Pokemon-focus than other server that seems to go in there path.
--->>
And that's all for the updates!
It's getting late now. Tomorrow's Sunday, pray myself to be not lazy and finally pick up my pen to draw once more!
Thanks for reading, and if you feel like to ask or verify something, I'm good to give you answer to kill up your curiosity.
Until next time!
The mood raise and decrease, however I'm not very active in art indeed.
But, fine, Spooktober incoming. Hope the sinister air of fun ease my overall performance a bit. I know they're numbers watchers waiting for me to return drawing now...
Overall timeline since last update:
Late April Right after last update; Bangkok Governor election season start
May A new project to do at office. Mix with intense focus on election, then result at the end of month.
June NSW acquired. Visit Forfun shop with friends, Vacbed!
July Works, Ringfit, Stardew, The flood begins, Wisdom teeth remove.
August Stardew continues, Another round of flood, Heavy workload, Return to ffxiv
September ffxiv and gbf war, The flood continues.
Bangkok Governor Election to remember
It's been 5 year and half since the last time we have a chance to go election(Unusually longer than 4 year period due to coup) Plus the constant unease about politics I've delving all this year. I can't let my guard down. Result I give a lot of focus on this election.
It's a verge of despair and hope. Sounds dramatic, but it's been that heavy. Since most of strong candidate are the old group, who clearly not working so well, but they has there own remaining authority to flip the result anytime.
But at long last, from beginning of election campaign around middle April until election day at late May. The result of "Landslide Win"(Every district in Bangkok vote for this candidate) make me feel at ease. And our new governor sure not make us disappointed.
Bonus the lower level of dumb and heat-inducing comments has significantly lowered after then. It's like, finally the madness subsided, our voice finally reach out, and we got a really good politician, at long last.
The Flood
Follow up the above topic. Despite we got good politician. The flood seems to be an unavoidable fate this year. Ouch!
From the record at my Facebook timeline. This year has break the record from a decade ago. Usually the water wouldn't enough to flood the road in front of my house when it's raining season.
But this year we got heavy and long rain(From report, it's up to 100+ mm level at certain areas in only 1 night, while our general capacity now is just around 60mm) Plus with many messes remains from old governor, it's become unavoidable problem.
If this happens in earlier year, I think I couldn't hope anything at all. But this year, at least our governor has such active updates about the situation and the activity he does. Those really ease my mind even it's a difficult time.
It's another month left before heavy rain season passed. I hope the rain won't be much heavy. I already got forced to work from home despite this for several days across these months so far. Welp.
The gaming and stuffs
Early this June, I finally bough a Nintendo Switch after long postpone. Mainly because Sword/Shied really make me feels like sad while I got other game to take focus with (Nothing than gbf/ffxiv and some Steam game)
However, from expectation I could follow Pokemon title I left behind. All the focus to Switch has been spend to Ring Fit instead! Hahaha.
So ended up. Weekdays afterwork I'll dumb my time into Ring Fit for 1-2 hours at night for 2-3 times a week. Which become the workout my body require now...I feels sleepy and weak easily if I don't try to workout at all for whole week streak.
The rest is to catch up other games. Some day I also mysteriously dunk into watching clips floating in the internet...quite messy schedule so far. Yet sometimes I feel like unable to catch up.
Another significant gaming activity is start Co-op Stardew once more. This time it's 2 player co-op with nothing but my best partner Soul *winkwink*
So July and later, I use afterwork time for Stardew co-op. Now we're at the half of Year 4 and just lowered the playing rate last month, as ffxiv got new major patch (Which is the reason I return to play for another month)
Vacbed Vacbed!
Yes, the infamous Vacbed...I finally have it a try. Consider as a big event for me to have a taste of latex like that.
Out of any bondage gears, I'm not very interest for most of them(Except in the artwork, which is impossible to make it comes true anyways) So Vacbed is the only one bondage gear I feel resonate with, have my curious to it try out. As I'm not a fan of puppy or latex suit fashion, even no for other heavy bondage stuffs(That seems hurt)
Many random chance combine into fortune, as one of my furry friend start to intense his movement in the world of bondage. Plus I got chance to befriended with a local bondage lover friend. Finally the furry friend find a way to buy a Vacbed, and finally we come to meet and try it out.
They're such a mixed of experience so far. Range from excitement to worry. But sure enough, the tight latex squeeze all around the body....is a very unique touch. However I'm not used to the tightness of that level much. Result I feel kinda worry from the slight numbness I've got.
However, the vacbed do its work well...Now I fall into a level of pit that I couldn't return, as it's my very first and only activity that render me sealed and helpless for real. I've get into it for 2 times already and still ponder if I need more or not. As well as I don't want to disturb the friend much. Mainly because schedule not match up *welp*
Random concern about artist enemy(?)
All along this year, they're many shenanigans happens to artist community that seem to make there life harder (From overall hard in general).
Range from the Paypal problem early this year, the raise and fall of NFT. Recently it's about artwork-generator AI such as Midjourney, follow by the rage for Mimic AI.
Then toppings with nonsense unease of CSP subscription model (Nonsense as most people though from first glance that they'll never have the program use by 1-time purchase anymore)
I know all these stuffs can't make there way to consume artist career that easily, so I kinda disturb a bit when some of artist seems to feel so down about it like the end of world for them.
Yes I know those things are worrisome, but they're different level of it.
- Paypal is severe yes, but now they're the raise of alternatives to go now. The fee and stuffs getting sucks.
- NFT has killed themselves for good. As the time passed and there true color finally reveal, most of people hops off from the ponzi scheme.
- AI consider quite a dumb worry. They born to help not to create obstacle. It's right they can made good pics. But they can't create any accurate content or story for each people need anyways.
- CSP sub model consider the most irritate for me as I have such small voice to reach out the community. But this oddball already settled so I'll just make a record here.
Try to bring myself back into art world
Finally, I'm here to create such long journal again...Sorry for the comm opening that never comes true since the last batch early this year.
From a long postpone. It has significant drawback so far, as I can feel after a compilation and arrange up the art I draw and got so far. Its been too long that make me forgot some of artwork (Plus the change of my Notebook since last year)
They're so many things to do again, the old friend of unease; I can't choose what to do first! Welp!
But, fine, I really really hope I can recall and clear them all. I don't want people that wait for my return to wait any longer. I must open for commission!
The payment method somehow give me worry somehow. Paypal back to normal for months now(After those nonsense 4 months of suffering) I aim not to accept via Paypal but it also wall some of people choice anyways...but I must choose. So sorry, I'll accept only via Wise for this upcoming batch. Hope people could open up to it later.
Hangout place
A bit of information update. At long last I've change my location of Discord server to stayed again.
For now I rooted myself at Lizao's PokeNavi Headquarter server(Invite closed for now) I just become moderator a few days ago. If no significant problem arise, the server could be final place that I can call home.
For the earlier server such as Sexotheque/ LCDraws / Hexblue lab, they all ended up the same as I have distance myself away over time. Unable to catch up overall updates or constant mood, plus friendship conflict make things awkward. Ended up in the meantime I have to fade myself away, no business to hang any longer there.
Finally, now PokeNavi server could make me feel at home enough. As the majority of server movement happens while I'm awake (Due to matching timezone) and the content itself is Pokemon-focus than other server that seems to go in there path.
--->>
And that's all for the updates!
It's getting late now. Tomorrow's Sunday, pray myself to be not lazy and finally pick up my pen to draw once more!
Thanks for reading, and if you feel like to ask or verify something, I'm good to give you answer to kill up your curiosity.
Until next time!
btw, good to see you around. Looks like your fan game is near to finished(?) I noticed randomly at Youtube recently.
Ahaha, thank you. Shifted is nowhere near done honestly, we just cooked up a teaser for people to enjoy. ^^ But I do notice people seem to enjoy it, that's good!
So...frankly, it's settled down because our elected governor is a really good one and work hard. Plus the coup group that reign around finally has there domination decayed overtime. Something like that.
And, well, I'll look forward to Shifted anyways. Good luck!
And thank you man! ^_^