I know its after 9pm and my brain is just over-exaggerating but sometimes I really feel like no one wants me around. Like I'm just a waste of everyone's time. Sometimes I feel so worthless. Plus on top of that shitty customers may have ruined plans that had set to start in October cause some dumbass went to an emissions test WHILE SICK. I DONT GIVE A FLYING FUCK WHAT THE PRESIDENT SAYS, C O V I D H A S N O T E N D E D. The media and big companies are just tired of dealing with it. Just because the government says the pandemic has ended means absolutely nothing. Big business just stepped in and gave someone money. The numbers are still there. Its not like they went away. Now because people are tto dumb to actually pay attention and just wanna listen to what the news tells them I could end up not being able to pay rent because I have to get myself tested and possibly call out of work. Thanks big business for continuously ruining my life.