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3 years ago
Just a little about what's going on.
For those who do not know - I live in the south of Russia. And in my city, they also announced mobilization.
YES, we are not as terrible as in Ukraine, of course. But I still worry about my loved ones and think that at any moment they could start bombing me or someone else.
Usually I'm never into news and stuff, but this shit is getting too close.
Also for those who do not know - I am an ordinary noname freelance artist, I don't have another job, all my earnings go to my living. And I have NO chance to go somewhere, not to another country, no chanse even to another city.
I have no friends, I have no money. There is no chance of escape.
All I can do is just sit and draw.
I will not ask for any kind of help, like "ooh, terrible times, help me survive" - I honestly earn my bread, there are people who are really in hard situation, and I hope that they receive from those who are able to help, support.
The essence of the post is more so that you all know - IF SUDDENLY I stop responding for a long period, it will mean that one way or another I am in serious trouble. Perhaps my city or the house itself will be destroyed - who knows. It makes even me a bit nervous, when you just sit, drawing and stuff, and suddenly hearing something like "boom" and all house is shaking.
I will say right away - I do not panic and will not regret anything. My life is pretty insignificant.
I have never been lucky with what I wanted, I have not fulfilled any of my goals, I have not been able to realize myself in any way, I have never been lucky in love and all that. My life is a series of depressions and work. I'm just another noname.
I just hope that all my friends and comrades are safe, I hope that all my male friends do not fall under the fire of war, I hope that all this shit will end as soon as possible, although, most likely, these hopes are meaningless.
All my life, everyone around me tried to spread rot on me, and if someone tries to do it again simply because I live in Russia, fuck you. That was never my choice, I just trying my best to survive and create art - that's the only important thing to me that I really have.
But for real - I'm only writing this in case I don't have time to complete someone's comissions before something terrible happens.
I will hope for the best and prepare for the worst, I will believe that I will not let anyone down and just keep working!
All the world, or something. Take care of yourself.
(and yeah, my english sucks I know, let's not talk about it as well)
For those who do not know - I live in the south of Russia. And in my city, they also announced mobilization.
YES, we are not as terrible as in Ukraine, of course. But I still worry about my loved ones and think that at any moment they could start bombing me or someone else.
Usually I'm never into news and stuff, but this shit is getting too close.
Also for those who do not know - I am an ordinary noname freelance artist, I don't have another job, all my earnings go to my living. And I have NO chance to go somewhere, not to another country, no chanse even to another city.
I have no friends, I have no money. There is no chance of escape.
All I can do is just sit and draw.
I will not ask for any kind of help, like "ooh, terrible times, help me survive" - I honestly earn my bread, there are people who are really in hard situation, and I hope that they receive from those who are able to help, support.
The essence of the post is more so that you all know - IF SUDDENLY I stop responding for a long period, it will mean that one way or another I am in serious trouble. Perhaps my city or the house itself will be destroyed - who knows. It makes even me a bit nervous, when you just sit, drawing and stuff, and suddenly hearing something like "boom" and all house is shaking.
I will say right away - I do not panic and will not regret anything. My life is pretty insignificant.
I have never been lucky with what I wanted, I have not fulfilled any of my goals, I have not been able to realize myself in any way, I have never been lucky in love and all that. My life is a series of depressions and work. I'm just another noname.
I just hope that all my friends and comrades are safe, I hope that all my male friends do not fall under the fire of war, I hope that all this shit will end as soon as possible, although, most likely, these hopes are meaningless.
All my life, everyone around me tried to spread rot on me, and if someone tries to do it again simply because I live in Russia, fuck you. That was never my choice, I just trying my best to survive and create art - that's the only important thing to me that I really have.
But for real - I'm only writing this in case I don't have time to complete someone's comissions before something terrible happens.
I will hope for the best and prepare for the worst, I will believe that I will not let anyone down and just keep working!
All the world, or something. Take care of yourself.
(and yeah, my english sucks I know, let's not talk about it as well)
I'll remember all of it, if I'll feel need of anything U U