So, I have some explaining to do don't I? Being my last upload was 9 months ago and I never made any kind of update to even let anyone know I quit or what was going on. Well, here I am and I'll explain, it won't make a difference in the long run since there really isn't an excuse I could have for not uploading anything for nearly a year. I lost my drive to draw, I mean, it wasn't really there if I'm being honest. Most of the time when I sit down to draw something, I'd rather do something else. I still don't have a job and I really don't want one....having to be forced into all that doesn't sit well with me at all...but, come the 11th of this month, aka my birthday....I lose my insurance because I've been on my dad's insurance plan. I was thinking of possibly making a ko-fi or something to possibly help me out since I never really saw my art as a thing that warranted payment unless you count the shirt design, hence why I don't have a Patreon and such. Speaking of shirt designs, I might never finish this God forsaken logo, might as well give up on it. I spend so much time adding little details that it sucks the life out of me before I even boot up the software...I'm in a rather crumbly place in the end. I wish I could say with confidence that I'll work on drawings and designs like crazy and "give the people what they want" if I made an account on ko-fi, but we all know that's a lie, right? When have I kept up with my end of the bargain? I mean, 9 months and I have 2 drawings done, that's it! Artists made drawings everyday or every other day and they have a schedule or at least give the impression they do. The only schedule I have is sleeping most of the day, waking up at like 7 or 8 in the morning, eat breakfast, go back to bed until it's like 2 or maybe even 4 or 5, each dinner, shower, sleep until 9 or 10, wake up and play games and stuff until like 4 am. I'm a mess and yet I'm okay with it...I had to say goodbye to my psychiatrist last Saturday do to my not having insurance soon and I see him every 3 months now so...he has been with me for most of my life but nothing seemed to get better....but it still hurt to say goodbye, it was like saying goodbye to a friend....I think that' s everything....if anyone reads this all....you don' t know how much that means to me...thank you. With that being said, this seems like a scumbag move but, if I made a ko-fi but just for donations or whatever, would anyone give anything? It'll just be for support, nothing more, I hate paywalls so those won't be a thing. Let me know and again, thank you for reading. ❤