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The gears and levers that make Cecilia tick:
3 years ago
Just some mind-dump blah...
In no particular disorder:
(* = Things Cecilia and I have in common, # = things we partly have in common, no notation - all her.)
Personality:
+*Major clinical depression/anxiety (I roleplay this through her as one of my coping mechanisms, as well as to normalize it and reach out to those similarly afflicted. You're not alone!)
++*Which she refers to as being "legally sad", or "Depresh' Mode" (I'm particularly proud of both of those.)
++*gallows humor (see above)
+Loves to perform! "I live for the applause!"
+*Loves all kinds of music - including country and rap!
++*Hates covers in general, except for the covers that are better than the originals. Very opinionated about which are which.
+++*Rule: Nobody's allowed to cover The Beatles (very few bands are good enough, and the covers that are good are rare).
+Only performs cover songs, herself.
+Wants to be a star, and isn't above the field of advertising; rather, she quite enjoys it!
+#Loves making friends, making them smile, laugh, sing/dance along... ... ... (experience a biological fulfillment leading to climactic pleasure and fluid expulsion) >.>
+bisexual
+*Feels super guilty about hurting others - most of the time.
++*Despite this, thinks people/"furs" are way too sensitive, these days.
+++Despite (?) major clinical depression as a personal neuromorbidity/neuroatypicality.
+#Very sarcastic, not always intending negativity.
+*Rarely super-serious.
+*Often self-deprecatory.
+*Often dropping references/memes, and joking. Takes few things seriously, especially sex. (What a chilling monster.)
+*Often introspective/armchair-philosophical/intellectual.
++*Catholic-leaning agnostic.
+*Tries to be honest, or at least avoid deception.
+*Often amends, "I don't know, I may be wrong..."
+*I grew up without cable, watching a lot of syndicated, decades-old repeats, including the inevitable Warner Brothers cartoons.
++*Consequently, familiar with a lot of tropes of classic movies/television, particularly comedy/cartoons.
+++In regard to the above, "I'm not a toon, but it [i]is one of my OSes.[/i]"
++Cecilia affectionately refers to Bugs Bunny as "Uncle Bugs - no relation", much like how people affectionally referred to Milton Berle as Uncle Milty.
+++Unclear on whether Bugs is a "real rabbit" or cartoon only. "-Hey, shutup! 😃" (500 Bonus points if you spotted further memery, here.)
+++Often, she will conspicuously chew on her carrot, sometimes to punctuate a punchline, sometimes as an allegory to a cigar (though she also likes cigars)
++++often while wearing a pair of Groucho glasses, sometimes while adding in a Diceman-style, "-OH!"
++++A golden rule of Cecilia's, (adapted from Roger Rabbit) is that she may make an exception or feel compelled to do something, "if it's funny".
+While it's rare that she gets to engage in it, especially once people get to know her, she often enjoys pretending to be an airhead, and waiting to see if people catch on to her playing with them. Inspired by Jillian from Family Guy, and often initiated with the phrase, "Oh my God - I know, right?"
+Uses the expression, "-Eep!" to convey surprise/shock/awkwardness/fear/"I'm in danger-!". Pretty sure I got that from one of Bug's reactions in similar situations, but couldn't cite the exact source.
+*Swiped cooing from another lapine roleplayer. I'm not sure if it's a particularly lapine sound IRL, having never had a bunny, but it seemed to fit! (Miss you, Junes!)
+Both points out and leans into bunny stereotypes, especially per golden rule above.
++Coined "neobunnium" magnets, to refer to a meme about how rabbits will be seemingly magnetically attracted and stick together, when separated.
Physical:
+female rabbit
+partial gender/shapeshifter
++Acquired laquinity in late-teens, through sexual contact with another laquine.
+++Persistent condition; though she often transforms back to being a female rabbit, a sufficient amount of deep sleep will return her to laquine (hermaphrodite) form.
++++If she does go about daily life in this form, she makes use of panties of holding, when needing to remain decent.
+++++Doesn't show off the condition, and is pretty secretive about it, though will inform sexual partners of the "option".
+++++Usually refrains from spreading laquinity "assimilation", despite the primal drive to do so, unless a partner really really wants to try it.
++++Transformation is low-level constant/passive, which leads to accelerated healing/near physical immortality/infertility side-effects.
++++#At first, I thought being constant laquine would be the hard-mode option, and even panties of holding was a bit of a cheat, but eventually she told me that she wanted to just be her normal bunny-girl self again, sometimes (and who can resist bunny cute-face? 🐰), so after speaking with a succubun friend of hers, she has the ability to change back at will, though the laquine condition persists within.
+++++(She does want to have children, and one day die a natural death, but... not necessarily soon on either, and may still want to get more than her "fair" ~100 years...)
+# I tap my foot/bounce my knee (as you would to let a child ride, but without the child) to pass time, as a nervous-energy thing. I thought to myself, what would a rabbit (furry) do for that? What I came up with was a) they're probably more prone than humans, having a faster pulse and being quicker critters in general, b) probably... a similar motion, just bouncing in place on her toes? (Raising and lowering the (digitigrade...) heel, and the rest of the body with it, while toes remain stationary.)
++While bouncing in place on her toes, Cecilia will often quietly murmur, "Boing-boing-boing-boing..." as a means of conveying being scatterbrained, not paying attention, playing airhead. (Also, while she does wear bras for support/control, they do still provide some visual 'bounce', because she can't not be sexy...)
++Being a quick bunny, she moves very fast, referring to it as bouncing, rather than running, and seeing her main means of locomotion as a series of jumps (or hops, if you will). Hence FA name (also, "Cecilia" was, unsurprisingly, taken, by the time I got to it). I picture it as being mostly upright, but her posture may lean closer to a 45° angle (or further!), for greater speed, though I would think an all-fours posture would be rare, if ever. Full-speed with Cecilia is a ZIP-! and akin to blinking short distances, often triggered by excitement, even as minimal as recognizing that a friend she hasn't hugged in the past few minutes is nearby.
+++Bunny-fast being her usual speed, she thinks of *shudder*... walking as being a torturously slow means of movement, though necessary if wearing heels (Would you even bounce? Ouch!), and it can be sexy... (and can she be sexy!).
Inspirations:
+
furball obviously (Laquines)
+Lola Bunny (The Looney Tunes Show - I still haven't seen Space Jam, if you can believe that.) also seems obvious.
+Believe it or not (some don't!), though we share some things in common (even some very specific things), Cecilia is different enough to me as a person, beyond merely the superficial, that often after roleplaying, it'll be as if I wasn't even typing what was in my brain, so much me just watching Cecilia do her thing, and even feeling mystified as to where it all came from afterward. Obviously, "all writing is biographical", and it's impossible to escape entirely, but while I could easily be friends with her, I think that she and I are way more different than many people think. She has her own background, family, passions, story-arc... yes, I enjoy throwing in my own life experiences, but I think of those as more of adding spice to a dish, rather than main ingredients.
As I said above, this was a mental dump. I woke up in the wee hours, and insomnia demanded I either write it down, or forget the best parts forever.
May be added to/updated over time!
In no particular disorder:
(* = Things Cecilia and I have in common, # = things we partly have in common, no notation - all her.)
Personality:
+*Major clinical depression/anxiety (I roleplay this through her as one of my coping mechanisms, as well as to normalize it and reach out to those similarly afflicted. You're not alone!)
++*Which she refers to as being "legally sad", or "Depresh' Mode" (I'm particularly proud of both of those.)
++*gallows humor (see above)
+Loves to perform! "I live for the applause!"
+*Loves all kinds of music - including country and rap!
++*Hates covers in general, except for the covers that are better than the originals. Very opinionated about which are which.
+++*Rule: Nobody's allowed to cover The Beatles (very few bands are good enough, and the covers that are good are rare).
+Only performs cover songs, herself.
+Wants to be a star, and isn't above the field of advertising; rather, she quite enjoys it!
+#Loves making friends, making them smile, laugh, sing/dance along... ... ... (experience a biological fulfillment leading to climactic pleasure and fluid expulsion) >.>
+bisexual
+*Feels super guilty about hurting others - most of the time.
++*Despite this, thinks people/"furs" are way too sensitive, these days.
+++Despite (?) major clinical depression as a personal neuromorbidity/neuroatypicality.
+#Very sarcastic, not always intending negativity.
+*Rarely super-serious.
+*Often self-deprecatory.
+*Often dropping references/memes, and joking. Takes few things seriously, especially sex. (What a chilling monster.)
+*Often introspective/armchair-philosophical/intellectual.
++*Catholic-leaning agnostic.
+*Tries to be honest, or at least avoid deception.
+*Often amends, "I don't know, I may be wrong..."
+*I grew up without cable, watching a lot of syndicated, decades-old repeats, including the inevitable Warner Brothers cartoons.
++*Consequently, familiar with a lot of tropes of classic movies/television, particularly comedy/cartoons.
+++In regard to the above, "I'm not a toon, but it [i]is one of my OSes.[/i]"
++Cecilia affectionately refers to Bugs Bunny as "Uncle Bugs - no relation", much like how people affectionally referred to Milton Berle as Uncle Milty.
+++Unclear on whether Bugs is a "real rabbit" or cartoon only. "-Hey, shutup! 😃" (500 Bonus points if you spotted further memery, here.)
+++Often, she will conspicuously chew on her carrot, sometimes to punctuate a punchline, sometimes as an allegory to a cigar (though she also likes cigars)
++++often while wearing a pair of Groucho glasses, sometimes while adding in a Diceman-style, "-OH!"
++++A golden rule of Cecilia's, (adapted from Roger Rabbit) is that she may make an exception or feel compelled to do something, "if it's funny".
+While it's rare that she gets to engage in it, especially once people get to know her, she often enjoys pretending to be an airhead, and waiting to see if people catch on to her playing with them. Inspired by Jillian from Family Guy, and often initiated with the phrase, "Oh my God - I know, right?"
+Uses the expression, "-Eep!" to convey surprise/shock/awkwardness/fear/"I'm in danger-!". Pretty sure I got that from one of Bug's reactions in similar situations, but couldn't cite the exact source.
+*Swiped cooing from another lapine roleplayer. I'm not sure if it's a particularly lapine sound IRL, having never had a bunny, but it seemed to fit! (Miss you, Junes!)
+Both points out and leans into bunny stereotypes, especially per golden rule above.
++Coined "neobunnium" magnets, to refer to a meme about how rabbits will be seemingly magnetically attracted and stick together, when separated.
Physical:
+female rabbit
+partial gender/shapeshifter
++Acquired laquinity in late-teens, through sexual contact with another laquine.
+++Persistent condition; though she often transforms back to being a female rabbit, a sufficient amount of deep sleep will return her to laquine (hermaphrodite) form.
++++If she does go about daily life in this form, she makes use of panties of holding, when needing to remain decent.
+++++Doesn't show off the condition, and is pretty secretive about it, though will inform sexual partners of the "option".
+++++Usually refrains from spreading laquinity "assimilation", despite the primal drive to do so, unless a partner really really wants to try it.
++++Transformation is low-level constant/passive, which leads to accelerated healing/near physical immortality/infertility side-effects.
++++#At first, I thought being constant laquine would be the hard-mode option, and even panties of holding was a bit of a cheat, but eventually she told me that she wanted to just be her normal bunny-girl self again, sometimes (and who can resist bunny cute-face? 🐰), so after speaking with a succubun friend of hers, she has the ability to change back at will, though the laquine condition persists within.
+++++(She does want to have children, and one day die a natural death, but... not necessarily soon on either, and may still want to get more than her "fair" ~100 years...)
+# I tap my foot/bounce my knee (as you would to let a child ride, but without the child) to pass time, as a nervous-energy thing. I thought to myself, what would a rabbit (furry) do for that? What I came up with was a) they're probably more prone than humans, having a faster pulse and being quicker critters in general, b) probably... a similar motion, just bouncing in place on her toes? (Raising and lowering the (digitigrade...) heel, and the rest of the body with it, while toes remain stationary.)
++While bouncing in place on her toes, Cecilia will often quietly murmur, "Boing-boing-boing-boing..." as a means of conveying being scatterbrained, not paying attention, playing airhead. (Also, while she does wear bras for support/control, they do still provide some visual 'bounce', because she can't not be sexy...)
++Being a quick bunny, she moves very fast, referring to it as bouncing, rather than running, and seeing her main means of locomotion as a series of jumps (or hops, if you will). Hence FA name (also, "Cecilia" was, unsurprisingly, taken, by the time I got to it). I picture it as being mostly upright, but her posture may lean closer to a 45° angle (or further!), for greater speed, though I would think an all-fours posture would be rare, if ever. Full-speed with Cecilia is a ZIP-! and akin to blinking short distances, often triggered by excitement, even as minimal as recognizing that a friend she hasn't hugged in the past few minutes is nearby.
+++Bunny-fast being her usual speed, she thinks of *shudder*... walking as being a torturously slow means of movement, though necessary if wearing heels (Would you even bounce? Ouch!), and it can be sexy... (and can she be sexy!).
Inspirations:
+
furball obviously (Laquines)+Lola Bunny (The Looney Tunes Show - I still haven't seen Space Jam, if you can believe that.) also seems obvious.
+Believe it or not (some don't!), though we share some things in common (even some very specific things), Cecilia is different enough to me as a person, beyond merely the superficial, that often after roleplaying, it'll be as if I wasn't even typing what was in my brain, so much me just watching Cecilia do her thing, and even feeling mystified as to where it all came from afterward. Obviously, "all writing is biographical", and it's impossible to escape entirely, but while I could easily be friends with her, I think that she and I are way more different than many people think. She has her own background, family, passions, story-arc... yes, I enjoy throwing in my own life experiences, but I think of those as more of adding spice to a dish, rather than main ingredients.
As I said above, this was a mental dump. I woke up in the wee hours, and insomnia demanded I either write it down, or forget the best parts forever.
May be added to/updated over time!
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