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Rambling time
3 years ago
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Here are some random thoughts, that are coming to my mind. This is not gonna be in any particular order, neither its going to be organized in a comprehendable manner.
I often find myself on the two ends of the spectrum: either alone, or being overwhelmed and having to divide my attention between multiple people. Which will mean some gets more attention, than others aswell unfortunately.
Speaking of spectrums, here's another thing I feel as if I was in either ends of it.
I often can't tell whenever I'm too extreme or too vanilla for people. Even with my somewhat weird kinks, I often don't really like going into the even weirder territories. There are still some things (some more extremes ones too), that would kind of interest me, but at the same time I feel as if something would go bad if I fully acknowledged it.
Some people might think too much of me in terms of me being into certain things. They see me being intonone thing, and they often assume because of that I'm into other things too. Which will often result in them being disappointed or bored of me, since I often end up being uncomfortable when something new, that I'm not sure how to approach comes by. On the other hand, I also feel as if other people would already find me way too weird for my already established themes.
Yeah, this should conclude my random brainfarts for today. Might catch up on uploading some commissions and patreon rewards I got that were piling up the last months, some time later today or tomorrow.
I often find myself on the two ends of the spectrum: either alone, or being overwhelmed and having to divide my attention between multiple people. Which will mean some gets more attention, than others aswell unfortunately.
Speaking of spectrums, here's another thing I feel as if I was in either ends of it.
I often can't tell whenever I'm too extreme or too vanilla for people. Even with my somewhat weird kinks, I often don't really like going into the even weirder territories. There are still some things (some more extremes ones too), that would kind of interest me, but at the same time I feel as if something would go bad if I fully acknowledged it.
Some people might think too much of me in terms of me being into certain things. They see me being intonone thing, and they often assume because of that I'm into other things too. Which will often result in them being disappointed or bored of me, since I often end up being uncomfortable when something new, that I'm not sure how to approach comes by. On the other hand, I also feel as if other people would already find me way too weird for my already established themes.
Yeah, this should conclude my random brainfarts for today. Might catch up on uploading some commissions and patreon rewards I got that were piling up the last months, some time later today or tomorrow.
