I woke up from explosions nearby. Again. Massive missile attack was launched at Ukrainian cities today, many people died, many cities were left without electricity and heat. I thought about waiting it out in the basement where it's safer, but i couldn't force myself to move. After more than half year of war, more than half year of horrifying air raids, and even more horrifying news from the frontlines... i think it broke something in me. I don't feel afraid, i don't feel anything to be honest, i should, and yet i don't.

I survived another day, just because i was lucky, if you can even call that state of life lucky. I'm sorry for aimlessly rambling about it all here, i just think it's important to not forget what is going on in Ukraine, to not forget what russia is doing to us every day.

Life has been on pause for so long, i can't start any new projects, i can't even find the strength to open new commission slots, because on the back of my mind every second there is an understanding that i might not live to see it getting finished. What if i'm forced to move to another place again? What if i get seriously injured again? And a thousand other thoughts that i can't block out.

Anyway... here are links for donations to Ukrainian army, so that this post isn't entirely useless:
https://prytulafoundation.org/en
https://savelife.in.ua/en