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About the situation / October 26
3 years ago
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Hi! I'm fine, my family and I are still in Ukraine.
Almost 2 weeks ago I got my tablet back. It was MY tablet that was sent to me, and not a new device, which pleases me, because I still have all my files and drawings, a resevered copy of which I have already made and uploaded to online storage! But...Due to recent events, the energy structure of Ukraine is very damaged and we have introduced a regime of alternating shutdowns, which is why I cannot constantly work on
commissions and my work will move slower than usual. Sorry!
I haven't been feeling very well lately. I am constantly under pressure from anxiety and a feeling of longing. I can't pay attention to my friends and family as before and I really blame myself for this. And the closer a person is to me - the more I want to avoid communicating with him, so as not to offend with my aggression or excessive resentment/sadness. I'm not sure how I could affect my condition. I have tried many different things that previously brought me a feeling of joy, but now my senses seem to be dulled and everything seems to be somehow waxen and translucent...
Anyway - I will try to work and draw, because rest, entertainment and just doing nothing does not help me.
Thank you for your attention
Almost 2 weeks ago I got my tablet back. It was MY tablet that was sent to me, and not a new device, which pleases me, because I still have all my files and drawings, a resevered copy of which I have already made and uploaded to online storage! But...Due to recent events, the energy structure of Ukraine is very damaged and we have introduced a regime of alternating shutdowns, which is why I cannot constantly work on
commissions and my work will move slower than usual. Sorry!
I haven't been feeling very well lately. I am constantly under pressure from anxiety and a feeling of longing. I can't pay attention to my friends and family as before and I really blame myself for this. And the closer a person is to me - the more I want to avoid communicating with him, so as not to offend with my aggression or excessive resentment/sadness. I'm not sure how I could affect my condition. I have tried many different things that previously brought me a feeling of joy, but now my senses seem to be dulled and everything seems to be somehow waxen and translucent...
Anyway - I will try to work and draw, because rest, entertainment and just doing nothing does not help me.
Thank you for your attention
I hope things get better for you soon. If there's anything we can do to help, please let us know.
But, be careful, things like that also can be dangerous alone.
I did what I could do and I even got beaten. I also used my means to help those who I can. And I’m sure I did all that what was depending on me unlike people who only complain all over the internet and blame others for them not doing enough.
"a total hypocrisy" it's wishing to "stay safe" for someone while your fellow citizens are killing them. and sit out while the guys and girls from the armed forces of Ukraine do the job risking their lives. I am also among them. and you still dare to "switch arrows".
UPD. mm...I am "blocked". typical "good russians"
And what reaction did you expect from a “good russian” after you left a comment full of hate and pointless blame to someone just because of their nationality? After you said you wish to demolish my home city at a different journal? Did you expect me to tell you that I’m so sorry and it’s all my personal fault? Nah, thanks. Talking to people of such a mind state is pointless. But yeah I was also stupid enough to check this page again… Now, that’s my last comment here. Bye.
Do you need a battery power bank or other hardware/gear to charge your tablet so you can keep working during the blackouts (or are the "invincibility points" enough for you)? If you need something and make a Journal about it I can add you to https://www.furaffinity.net/journal/10407727/ (if you want).
>I am constantly under pressure from anxiety and a feeling of longing... I have tried many different things that previously brought me a feeling of joy, but now my senses seem to be dulled and everything seems to be somehow waxen and translucent...
It sounds like you might have some depression or PTSD.