So I've been thinking about learning how to draw my sonas, my OCs, and other stuff to learn and practice and I've decided to do so, because I honestly fed up having too much jealousies and envies with some of my friends and other artists' artwork with the body shapes for inflation, weight gain, and pear shape arts, not only their art styles, and most importantly, the meme challenges they've done on Twitter, FA, and DA since the start of the pandemic, including the Balloon Building meme, the wolf face meme, the Jackopose challenge, the CN Color Palette meme, to name a few. I honestly hate being left out and having too much jealousies and envies with my friends and other artists' artwork and stuff, especially participated the meme challenges. But not anymore, I will be starting to learn and practice how to draw my sonas, my OCs, inflated and fattened body shapes, objects, backgrounds, and other stuff. It may be very hard to learn and practice how to draw for the first time since I'm a beginner, but I'll do my best to get over the hardship of learning and practicing and I will be good at drawing my sonas and my OCs and other stuff very soon after a lot of practice and a lot of learning, that way, I don't have to be left out and having too much jealousies anymore and I will join the meme challenges fun soon too. But the tricky part is not only I'll be coming up with my own art style and design without copying others' art style and design and making it a ripoff, but I'll be doing and trying my best not to copy many of the inflatable and fat artists' inflated/blimped, fattened, and pear shape bodies and its styles and designs, because there are so many fat and inflatable furry artists that really inspired me to have my own body shape and its design.

But here's the important part about me became a really good artist soon... When I'm doing any trades and gift arts to some of my friends and other artists, I will not be doing commissions and requests, because I'm kinda bad at giving commissions and requests to my friends and everybody and it'll be so hard and complicated while doing other stuff and busy stuff besides drawing and doing art trades and gift arts to others. Nevertheless, I will become a good artist and doing great on drawing soon after practicing and learning as a beginner.