I feel defeated
Weighed down by crushing addiction
Behavior I thought I had overcome
Feels like I will never be free

I feel empty, angry
My own mind is my enemy
It whispers lies
Traps me in a loop
Makes me hate myself

Overwhelmed
Self-loathing

Crushing uncertainty
Beaten down

Can I still rise?

Feel like giving up.
Don't want to give up

How long will this endure?
How long can I endure?

Still, I say
God is good.

Praise God from whom all blessings flow
Praise Him all creatures here below
Praise Him above, ye heavenly hosts
Praise Father, Son, and Holy Ghost