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1 year with medication
3 years ago
This month marks 1 year since I started taking medication and seeing a psychiatrist
I can't tell you how important it was for me to move and even leave my mother's house to be independent
It all went by fast [that's good right] that sometimes I see the slowmotion scenes of the most critical moments I went through to get where I am here
It's definitely not easy
Changes in medicine, in behavior too, money to buy these medicines, intense crises of crying and panic and even the side effect that makes me feel nothing, isolate myself and be more indifferent to others
I don't know how long this will last
There's a lot inside me that needs to be resolved [and that hurts bro.. poking at the healed wound reliving your traumas and making you feel vulnerable is a long, painful process that changes our perspectives] but I hope that soon I'll come be a "normal" person and manage to be happy
[anything just see my old journals]
I can't tell you how important it was for me to move and even leave my mother's house to be independent
It all went by fast [that's good right] that sometimes I see the slowmotion scenes of the most critical moments I went through to get where I am here
It's definitely not easy
Changes in medicine, in behavior too, money to buy these medicines, intense crises of crying and panic and even the side effect that makes me feel nothing, isolate myself and be more indifferent to others
I don't know how long this will last
There's a lot inside me that needs to be resolved [and that hurts bro.. poking at the healed wound reliving your traumas and making you feel vulnerable is a long, painful process that changes our perspectives] but I hope that soon I'll come be a "normal" person and manage to be happy
[anything just see my old journals]
WellOfLife
~welloflife
It's a process, and as painful as it is, it's better in the long run for sure. I'm in the same boat and I believe you'll be able to keep going.
