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Post Final Eye Surgery Journal
3 years ago
Hamha:
Here’s what’s new in story commissions and all things dino-duckling!
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CURRENT STORY COMMISSIONS:
1:
littlebeararnold - Updating Parts 3 & 4.
2: Anonymous – Revising ‘First Draft’ of ‘FiM Fiction Story’.
THOUGHTS FROM THE CHANGING TABLE:
There truly is no better way to share just how ‘helpless’ and ‘exposed’ one is while laid upon their back while being prepped for a diaper change. You are held down and positioned belly-up as someone more than twice your size uses all the built-in mechanics of your clothing to, with the least amount of effort, get to the one thing that safely seals away those parts of your body that are most often covered by one, or more, layers of clothing. The fact there is little room to move and how the one changing your diaper is significantly stronger than you only adds to the extreme level of knowing you have no other choice than to trust your caretaker to do what is truly in your best interest.
The reason I go on-and-on about diaper changes, clothes with snap-crotch buttons, wearing and using diapers, etc. is to better understand why I am the way that I am. I started to explore the how, when, where, why, what, and how of this back in 2006, joined FA in 2008 to talk to others who I followed from afar, and took it into psychotherapy in 2012 while I began my journey into accepting total blindness.
Today, as I write after having my left eye removed, I have to share how my ‘[i]Little’ / ‘Adult Foal’ qualities have been one of barely a handful of self attributes that I’ve come to better appreciate, share, and be able to successfully use to improve upon my creative talents as I build strong friendships that are far more than the mistreatment I receive for any attempts I make towards meeting ‘normal’ people in the so-called ‘middle’.
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Now that surgery is done and Lucca and I have gotten nearly everything we’ve needed in place since his move in to be my Cutie-Patootie Caretaker, I am looking forward to finishing my owed commissions, writing new stories, and finding a way to get myself hardcore motivated towards making works that are worth being published. (Making a living as a writer is the best idea I have to succeed beyond living off of my Social Security disability (SSDI) benefits. I am also way too young, in more ways than one, to cease my attempts to make the life I live with Lucca as fulfilling as I possibly can.).
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Money is FINALLY starting to be less of a worrisome issue. It would not have ever become troublesome if it didn’t take so many repeat applications, follow-up calls, and e-mails to get the right people to go through the proper steps in the correct order to get Lucca and I set up with all we needed to forge a foundation to work from. Though what matters is we got it all to work out and are eager to start building upon our individual and shared talents to make 2023 uber awesome!
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Despite no longer having a left eye and right eye, I really feel that I am on the right track to move past my complete loss of physical eyesight. Lucca is helping me to focus my attention on those things I can do instead of feeling all sad over what I’ll never be able to ever do again. This will allow me to spend my time, money, and energy on worthwhile things instead of the stuff that causes me to just feel down about myself. Yosh E. O’Ducky 2.0 is on the way, will be better-than-ever, and brought to you through the kindness and caring of my lovey, Lucca!
Your Pal,[
---Yosh E. O'Ducky ;)
Here’s what’s new in story commissions and all things dino-duckling!
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CURRENT STORY COMMISSIONS:
1:
littlebeararnold - Updating Parts 3 & 4.2: Anonymous – Revising ‘First Draft’ of ‘FiM Fiction Story’.
THOUGHTS FROM THE CHANGING TABLE:
There truly is no better way to share just how ‘helpless’ and ‘exposed’ one is while laid upon their back while being prepped for a diaper change. You are held down and positioned belly-up as someone more than twice your size uses all the built-in mechanics of your clothing to, with the least amount of effort, get to the one thing that safely seals away those parts of your body that are most often covered by one, or more, layers of clothing. The fact there is little room to move and how the one changing your diaper is significantly stronger than you only adds to the extreme level of knowing you have no other choice than to trust your caretaker to do what is truly in your best interest.
The reason I go on-and-on about diaper changes, clothes with snap-crotch buttons, wearing and using diapers, etc. is to better understand why I am the way that I am. I started to explore the how, when, where, why, what, and how of this back in 2006, joined FA in 2008 to talk to others who I followed from afar, and took it into psychotherapy in 2012 while I began my journey into accepting total blindness.
Today, as I write after having my left eye removed, I have to share how my ‘[i]Little’ / ‘Adult Foal’ qualities have been one of barely a handful of self attributes that I’ve come to better appreciate, share, and be able to successfully use to improve upon my creative talents as I build strong friendships that are far more than the mistreatment I receive for any attempts I make towards meeting ‘normal’ people in the so-called ‘middle’.
***
Now that surgery is done and Lucca and I have gotten nearly everything we’ve needed in place since his move in to be my Cutie-Patootie Caretaker, I am looking forward to finishing my owed commissions, writing new stories, and finding a way to get myself hardcore motivated towards making works that are worth being published. (Making a living as a writer is the best idea I have to succeed beyond living off of my Social Security disability (SSDI) benefits. I am also way too young, in more ways than one, to cease my attempts to make the life I live with Lucca as fulfilling as I possibly can.).
***
Money is FINALLY starting to be less of a worrisome issue. It would not have ever become troublesome if it didn’t take so many repeat applications, follow-up calls, and e-mails to get the right people to go through the proper steps in the correct order to get Lucca and I set up with all we needed to forge a foundation to work from. Though what matters is we got it all to work out and are eager to start building upon our individual and shared talents to make 2023 uber awesome!
***
Despite no longer having a left eye and right eye, I really feel that I am on the right track to move past my complete loss of physical eyesight. Lucca is helping me to focus my attention on those things I can do instead of feeling all sad over what I’ll never be able to ever do again. This will allow me to spend my time, money, and energy on worthwhile things instead of the stuff that causes me to just feel down about myself. Yosh E. O’Ducky 2.0 is on the way, will be better-than-ever, and brought to you through the kindness and caring of my lovey, Lucca!
Your Pal,[
---Yosh E. O'Ducky ;)
I'm hoping to get caught up on many things, like notes, sometime in the coming week. Thank you for your patience as Lucca and I get life working more into a routine than a massive cluster duck. :)
Good luck with your writings!
As I really and truly get my ducklings in a row, I hope to get back to reading journals so I can be more in touch with you and our other pals. I've really fallen super-duper behind and definitely care enough to want to properly catch up. :)
Also. I'm really happy that money is turning less a trouble for your home. I hope that trending continues. Worrying about that can be hardly stressful and turn your life into a hell.
Meanwhile, from distance, please accept my small amount of hugs provision *hugs you strong* and please don't forget being as kind, soft cuddly and easy to hug as always!
Happy return to FA!
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I am very excited to, yet again, catch up on all the art that you have posted as I have taken the time to make sure my mind and body are at their best. I care about your work too much to ever try to only give it a 'Like'.
I look forward to sharing fun and inspirational creativity with you soon, Sweetie! Stay powder-fresh and proudly padded. :)
Glad things went well!