So, some of you may know that last Sunday (November 14th) ended up with me being woken up at 1AM by the police. I wanted to explain what had happened.

The day before, a good friend of mine was messaging me in all caps, demanding to see my forearms to make sure I wasn't cutting myself. I sent him a picture and there were no cuts, so he believed me. Before I went to bed that say, I was feeling sad and set my status to say that I was "Suffering and going to cry" (it may have said wanting instead of going, I don't remember exactly. I ended up being woken up at 1AM on November 14th by two police officers who entered my room. This time, the police were checking me out, and demanding to see my forearms while I had absolutely no clue what was going on and feared that my grandmother had died due to already losing two family members this year. I eventually realized that the police thought I was suicidal, but I was unable to convince them otherwise, even though I had never said a word about suicide. When the police left, I remember them saying something like "Remember to call 988 if you need help", and my grandmother went to my room yelling angry because "Now I have a record." Because of those two reasons, I filed a police report the same day and told them that the police had come to my house with false information, I thought my grandmother had died, and I wasn't suicidal. I even gave the date and time they arrived as well as my address. I also had the posted a Tweet about the situation which one of my friends said that I was suicidal and shared a screenshot of their conversation with the guy who forced me to send pictures of my forearm. He said that my status said I was "Suffering and I wanna kms", which wasn't true. When I brought up the police report the next day, he hears about it and claims I was "threatening his family" and blocks me. Now, I feel even more depressed, and am probably gonna be staying in bed for a few days. I actually cried as I typed this up. Maybe I actually am worthless.