I was thinking that I only saw the bad of this year, that was a lot so I decided to put some nice stuff that happened:

I got to remove that tooth that was causing me so much pain.
I got to able the city were I used to live and see grandma and more family.
I got a rescued puppy and I love her with all my life.
I got a new washing machine!
I love many new pokemon that came this year!
My niece turned a year!


EDIT, I JUST CANNOT FUCKING BELIEVE

Copied pasted from my personal Fb peofile.

I was writing a positive journal on FA with the good things that came this year and I got bad news from mom at the same moment. She will be traveling back because had a fight with my uncle (the one that lives with my grandma) and now I am afraid he won’t let us see her on Christmas.

If I am being honest with some dark thoughts: he is a rly shitty person who keep all his siblings and nieces away from grandma, if he was dead the family would be together again but covid didn’t do its work by taking him (sorry, I feel shitty for even saying this but he is rly a bad person and was very rude with me when I lived with grandma for years, when I left he was the reason she has vey delicate health, he didn’t took her seriously when she told she was feeling sick, he also uses my grandma’s money but never gets her quality meals because he can’t cook, just sandwiches, until my mom went to help him and take care of her, but her dementia got worse due the malnutrition for years. My granpa left a lot of money, he took it all and is very miserable with it).

Grandma can’t travel due her situation I would love to have her here with me, I won’t mind taking care of her, I would love to. Not sure what to do...